last night in 1206

so this is it. its really happening. 1206 is almost empty, all my stuff is packed and ready to get shipped over to glendale. this is it. im gonna be a "sambo", what we sewdish ppl call it when u live with your boy- girlfriend. im so excited, but im also very very tired... this heat is killing me, and to pack and think and plan..its hard..
today amanda, cecilie, emma and me went to Ikea, and i bought alot of stuff we're gonna need for our new place and im just so excited to start using it lol
im gonna be very stressed tmw tho..:
  1. wake up
  2. pack down the very very last things
  3. go to school
  4. first two classes of the semester
  5. go back to 1206
  6. go over the place with burt
  7. over to glendale
  8. go to ikea and buy the furniture
  9. go to best buy and buy tv
  10. go back to the new sweet apartment and start unpacking.
i think i can do it..or well..rather i dont have another choice lol quinn is gonna be busy too: getting a truck, get his stuff, drive here, get my stuff, drive to the apartment, get the key, unload, and then same as me... busy little ants lol

i've been cleaning the whole day. disgusting...i cant believe i've been living in this mess..eww....if emma didnt help me i'd be doing it all by myself since apparently maya and taylor and alexis dont care to life a finger to help out. idiots... cant wait to not have roomies anymore! yay!

first night without quinn since i came back to LA.. its empty, and wierd, but im a big girl, i can do it! at least i have emma i can harrass if i'd get too lonely lol

well, im so tired im gonna fall down (im already laying down so i cant really fall down.. :P) and die, so night nigt, wish me luck tmw!

ciiiaaaaaaooooo

puss puss

the day before the day before THE day

i just cant wait for monday! its just gonna be so great to have a place to call home,to share it with quinn and just live a life without any worries! im excited and im ready! Lets do this!! :P
but damn, there's alot to do when u move... close electirc account, open a new one, gas, cabel, internet, moving, ikea (And its so damn hot in LA, which dosent make it easier!) buy tv, set everything up. EVERYTHINg needs to be done on monday. + first day of school + walkthrough the old apartment with burt to look at all the damages that we (read: Mauria, Taylor, Maya, Johnny) did during this year. i just really want monday to be over. How am i gonna do this? There just wont be enough time.... there just wont...hmm..
thank god for quinn. he's gonna have to work hard that day.
well... we'll figure it out. we always do! :D
so today is the last night im gonna spend at quinns place... wierd.... and tmw will be the very very last night in 1206.... super wierd! i hate everyhting about this apartment, and i catn wait to be out of here, but still... so many memories! mostly bad memories, but anyway... some good too! some nice parties, some fun stupid stuff, some fun arguments lol
well...thanks 1206, it was a great (sort of) first year, but im moving on to an awesome second year.

ciao!

life is a wonderful thing

wow its darn hot in this city! quinn and i didnt do shit today lol we've been watching a movie, i beat his ass in skipbo :P and now he's cooking and it smells sooooo good, and im talking care of my farm on facebook and watching hung lol not more than fair right? :P he's a sweet man, that quinn guy. i cant wait to move in next wknd, to our own place, decorate it, having my birthday and housewarming party the 5th with our sweet friends. Finally a life were i dont have to have grumpy ppl around me blaming me for their own misstakes and giving me shit. no more apartment or money worries, no more fake friends, just a brand new start, in our beautiful new apartment. pretty much the only thing that could go wrong is that im falling asleep on the bus to school and miss my stop lol i just cant wait for next wknd and for the wknd after that! i already know what im gonna get from my baby (i think :P) and im just so excited about the party!! crayfish party, here we come! amanda cecile and me are making hats an other stupid things that we need to have lol
well life is good, and its going to be better :)

tmw, quinns vacation is over :/  im going to miss my days with him, its been so nice to have these whole days together, but he has to work, and im gonna harass amanda, i cant stand being stuck in my apartment so i gotto keep myself entertaind in some other way :P

tmw im gonna put up some pics so u guys can see how wonderful everything is ;)

Puss puss!

new apartment, here we come!

so last night came the phone call we all been waiting for! or maybe not u, but me and quinn at least :P there's a street called chestnut, an apartment that's called the viking (i know, funny right! since im from sweden and all... :P) and an apartment with the number 16 (thank god it didnt have the number 1206..) that is waiting for us to movie in, in the end of this month!! YAY! im super excited!! we're going to ikea today to see what kind of stuff we need for our new lovely place! i cant wait to have a home, like a real home with tv and couch and kitchen table and a bathroom that only me and quinn uses (and if u come to visit us then maybe, maybe u can use it too :P) it has a pool which is suuuper nice and im just so totally excited!
there will be no Vegas for my bday, unfortunately.. we decided, since we are moving in the last, we might need a couple of days to seattle down (and a couple of $$$ too...) so we might just have a kraftskiva (crayfish party) that day instead! wanna come? ;)

i miss my family a whole lot.... i always become so homesick right after i've been visiting them... i love my family!! Im gonna force move every single one of you to LA mohahahahaha


tjip o hajk!


Puss


change of scenery

fyi, feet in Vans, in LA, after some hrs of walking, stink..... lol

anyhow, im very happy, cuz today we sent in an application for the aparmtent we found that we really really liked. it has a small kitchen, a nice livingroom, a huge bedroom, lost of closet space, pool and its an apartment that dont get so hot which is good. so now all we can do is wait and see, hopefully in two days or so, we'll get a call saying that the place is ours...! yay!

my jetlag is almost over now, finally...!
yesterday was my dads bday, but becouse of the time diff i congratualted him on sunday (his time)..typiskt... anyhow, grattis pa fodelsedagen igen far!

time to get my boyfriend stop playing the new american football game and put on a movie instead!


Puss!

tijp o hajk


beach and apartment hunting

still jeylaged... last night i managed to wake up at 5, today at 4.30...typiskt... i thought it was going the right direction but noooooo....
so me and babe spent the days looking for an apartment, and today we have an apointment with one place that sounds totally perfect and i really hope that this is the one! :D
yesterday, we went to the beach. unfortunatly it wasnt that nice weather, so we just played around in the sand lol
poor byron, he's probably gonna have sand in his ears for years lol

im so happy to be back in LA! i love spending my days with my baby again! things are so great between us, i feel so good and comfertable with him!
and im very happy cuz i know it wont be that long before i come home to sweden again! its my awesome sister Minnas turn to get married this winter and she asked me to be a bridesmaid and im super flattered and excited! :D

ok..so time to do something else while i wait for quinn to wake up haha

Puss!

tjip o hajk!


Tillbaka i Los Angeles

jaha, mina kara vanner o bekanta o framling.. nu ar man tillbaka i anglarnas stad.  jetlaged? svar Ja. Det ar nu 3.35, jag har varit uppe i 40 min o kan inte somna.. i mitt huvud ar klockan 12.35... tjena...
resan gick vall sa bra som en 24 timmars resa kan ga. jag stannade uppe hela natten o packade o pillade, sa hejda till Roger o Flixen, mamma korde mig till svagertorp i ooos regn (oro 1: fick jag med mig allt? Pass? Visum?), fick def inte hjalp av konduktoren pa av med mina 1000 vaskor (han hade namligen ingen forsakring ifall ngt skulle handa...va fan...) (Oro 2: Hur ska jag lyckas med att fa ut alla grejer ur taget?) hittade en san dar vagn, mot in checkningen, checkade in (oro 3: Tank om inte det var idag jag skulle aka? Tank om dom inte hittar mig i datorn?), dackade vid gaten, blev vackt av en danska tjej som, tror jag, fragde om jag inte skulle med planet. fick panik, sprang dit, o sa va det itne ens mitt plan... upp upp and away (oro 4: tank om vi krashar?! ), landa i london (oro 5: tank om dom missar att flytta over mina vaskor till det nya planet?), up up and away (oro 6: Tank om vi krashar?!) tittade pa Knowing, Ghost of my girlfriends past, och Soloist, pillade mig i navlen o forsokte forsta va engelskmannen brevid mig sa, landade, mot passcontrolen, som var forvanatsvart lite ko, bara att ga in direkt! (oro 7: tank om dom inte slapper in mig?!) kom igenom, bort o hamta vskorna vilket tog en javla tid (oro 8: tank om inte vaskorna kommer?!) dom kom, o sen kom Quinn o Amanda!! YAY! fick en bamse puss o en bamse kram o sen bar det av hem till mig dar vi dumpade mina grejer, sen gick vi o at pa en jatte mysig resturang fast jag va as hungrig sa orkade jag itne ata ett skit... sen akte vi hem till quinn o mos o bara antligen fick vara tillsammans igen! sen dacka jag.... o nu e jag vaken.. o han sover... typiskt...

lite senare idag ska vi iv'ag o leta lagenhet!! yay!! super excited!! o sen ska vi till uwink me mandus! gud va jag saknat denna kvinna! o sen imorgon ska vi till beachen med mandus o quinns bror, o pa fredag ska jag tydligen hjalpa till att forbereda for Isaac o Candys brollop, o pa lordag ska quinn pa brollop o jag o amanda ska ut o skaka dom lurviga, o sondag ska ja o quinn pa utflykt. fullt os, med andra ord! :D

jaha...va ska man gora nu da....

tjip o hajk!

bye bye sweden, hello los angeles

wow. its time. im hrs away from leaving my moms beautiful home in Åhus, leaving the worlds best family and friends to go back to Los Angeles, to the worlds best boyfriend and friends. i cant believe how fast this summer went, and here i am, trying to fit everything in two "tiny" bags, 23kg each..good luck...
to be honest with u, my heart is broken right now... it might be the champagne i drank, it might be ther nerves since im so afraid of flying, or it might just be that susanna just left me, malin left a little while ago, my mom and roger are asleep and here i am, alone, waiting for the hrs to pass so i can fly half a world away from everyone i love...for which ever reason (i guess its a little mix of both) im sitting here crying... i know that ones im safe on the ground at LAX in lovely amandas car, in my awesome wuinns arms, it wont feel so bad..but right now, its not fun to be me...

well... i guess im gonna go try to close my bags.. im also gonna take a shower, shave my legs (im not gonna sleep alone tmw night!! yay!!) and try to make the last hrs pass...

see u when i see u!!
lets hope that those darn airplanes dont come crashing down!!

Tjip o hajk!


see u soon babe!!! :D

tired like a mofu...

its 8.45pm. i wanted to go to sleep right away. not cuz i want to wake up, spend my last day with family and friends, pack, drive to the train, go to the airport, go up in that horrible airplane, land in London, wait, go on that super horrible airplane, land and kiss my baby, but cuz i've been on my neighbors boat from noon to like 7pm. it was soooooo much fun! omg! i got the drive this little piece of plain power out on the ocean and damn! swiisssh swiisssh swoosh and jump up jump down faster faster! the sun in my face, the wind im my hair, the water in my face, the waves under the boat making it jump and fall and it was just such an awesome feeling and it went so fast!! yay!!


tmw is a super bitter sweet day. its my last day with my family. this summer past so fast, i cant believe its time to go back already. i have two lives. my LA life, with my boyfriend, friends, school, parties, beach ect. and my Sweden life, with my family, friends, awesome nephews, clear air and relaxed life. i love both of my lives... the flip side of loving adventures and being restless is this, leaving my family and friends for such a long time.  i cant wait to go back to my baby tho!! man i've missed him!!!! I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!

time for bed, im so super tired...

PUSS!

tjip o hajk

im so stupid

i should really start to use my brain i think. so,my mom asked me what time my flight leaves... around 7am i said. so now i went to see what time precisely it leaves. so 7.50 it departs from copenhagen, tuesday 11th of august. what i havent noticed before is that i dont arrive wednesday the 12th...! fuck me, i arrive tuseday the 11th too!! :O :O and quinn works cuz i told him the 12th :S freaking awesome work tess...good job... im so darn intelligent... congrats.... well, it gives me one more day with baby, but it kind of messed up the plans... :S and he's for some reason not online so i cant tell him and now im nervous... darnet... IM SORRY I MISSED OUT ON THAT TINY TINY LITTLE BIT OF INFORMATION BABY!!!



So i figured out why mosquito bites itches. its something in the mosquitos saliva that makes the blood not get hard so it can suck it out, but when some thing in our boody that is a part of our immune system reaches the mosquitos saliva it starts to itch. and let me tell u something.... it ITCHES!!! it makes me crazy!! i cant sleep, talk, think, and specially not drive for 3 hrs home from Åsa when all i can think about is how i want to scratch my legs and feet.... thankfully, my mom has something called After Bite, that works really really well and easy my temptation of scratching til it bleeds.

      



time for some sleep

tjip o hajk

I love you

Puss!

heartbroken

i can just as well go kill myself now...its over... i dont want to live anymore, its not funny!!! i love living in LA, but right now i dont want to!! for about 13 years me and Åsa have been in love with five guys, now a days 4, called the backstreet boys. Yes, we still like them!! lol and dec 4th, 2009, they will play in Stockholm, and dec 4th, 2009, i will not be there!! :,( im super sad....
im excited about their new cd tho, their 7th! yay!
its ok if u laugh and say mean things about us liking them, we already heared it all lol





i hate mosquitos!!!! they love me..... when me and maria was aon jamaica, i got i think it was around 40 bites, on EACH leg, while maria got one. yesterday, me and åsa went out in the forest to pick blueberries. she got one, and it dont itch. i got so many i cant count them. and they itch,  so bad!!! i've been going nuts all nigth!!! :,( poor me!!



its time to say good bye to åsa for this year today :( im gonna miss her alot!!!



6 days today!! yay!! cant wait to see my babe!! :D

puss puss!

tjip o hajk!

confession

i have a couple off things to confess:

  1. Im super jealous. Not like jealous if Quinn talks to some other chick or whatever (i am sometimes, who isnt, but i try not to) Im jealous of my lovely and totally awesome åsa and her super sweet bf Matz. They were kissing and snuggeling and were all lovey-dovey and i just wanted to die cuz i miss my babe so much :(
  2. Ppl sometime ask me what i do online all day. I say im on facebook. so they ask, what are u doing on facebook? and i say: well, i know so much ppl all around the world and its a perfect way of keeping in touch with everyone. I lie. Im sorry.... i do like ti cuz i can keep in touch with ppl, but my main time on there is playing games. and Im super competitive.... last night i spent i think over 2hrs on playing a solitarie game, trying to beat the highest recored, and i just couldnt stop until i did it.
  3. I just lost. BIG time, at trivial pursuit. I cant believe that anyone can suck so much at anything, as much as i suck at TP... i suck so much, its no point in trying or getting sad or feeling bad, the only thing left is to laugh. i couldnt even get mad when Åsa & Matz startedmaking fun of me, cuz damn.... i sucked... i did know the answer to two questions tho, four questions if u count that åsa sounded out the answers to me lol


My day:
Talked to baby
Went to the beach
Came home
Ate
Drove to Jönköping with Åsa
Had dinner
Played games
Now im in bed, talking to babe and im gonna go to sleep so i can wake up and talk some more :D and then me and åsa are hitting the forrest to go pick berries lol
6 days left!!!!

Puss!

bang bang, my baby shot me down

today, i went to visit my grandma and at the same time go check out Gekås, Swedens biggest department store. its 20 000 kv2, which is about 4 football fields... it said on their website that during one day they have around 25 000 customers and that they get trucks with stuff coming every 10 minute.... that shit is just insane... i thin all 25 000 of those little bastards where there when i was there. pushing and screaming and cursing, they were. stupid stupid stupid ppl!! i paniced and was out faster then i entered. it was more fun at grandma's place. she told me everything about Martin, the man who's supposed to be my grandpa. he was an alcoholic and used to amuse himself with beating my grandma up and hunting her and my mom, aunt and uncles with his rifle in the garden. sounds like a fun dude, my grandpa. he died like a year ago, but i never met him.

when i came home i talked to my love for a while and then i spend the rest of the evening with dad, gunnel and peter and his hanna. it was fun, played skip-bo and talked about fish lol

so tmw, im gonna get going to jönköping with the worlds best Åsa! <3

right now, next week, i'll be up up and away in an airplane!! aarrgghh!! but tmw, in a week, just about this time, im gonna be runing into Quinns arms (and amandas lol) and i cant waaait! im super excited about coming back!!!  its been over 50 days, so enough already!!! i dont wanna be without him anymore!!

Time to go to sleep, so i can wake up, so i can go to sleep, so i can wake up, so i can go to sleep, so i can wake up, so i can go to sleep, so i can wake up, so i can go to sleep, so i can wake up, so i can go to sleep, so i can wake up, so i can go to sleep, so i can wake up, so i can go to the airport, so i can gly, so i can go to sleep in quinns arms.

Puss!

tjip o hajk


bye bye childhood

im back in Varberg at my dads place. apparently, they didnt want 4 childrends childhood stored at their attic, so all of us had to go through all our stuff and throw away what we didnt want to keep. wow... that was really hard!! all my stories (Why, oh why didnt i become a writer?! i have stories all over the place, cool long awesome stories filled with drama and fantasy!), toys, dolls, barbies....everything...is gone....all i saved wasmy old doll house, a couple of my favorite barbie stuff, and some of my school diarys. i cant believe how incredible cute i was!! if my kids turns out half as cute as me, they would still be adorable!! according to a picture i found, i have almost the same hairstyle now, as i had when i was 5 lol


       
 
                             Me and the one and only horse you'll ever see my on

       

        I LOVE this! MY english homework! Awesome spelling or what! eyebrow- aye brown, and my favorite: mouth- mof LOL

had dinner with emelie and åsa tonight. went to zorbas, a greec resturant. super nice, im still so full i wanna throw up lol

so tmw, next week, im leaving. in 23 min, its 7 days before im leaving to go to LA. 8 days before i arrive. my summer here in sweden passed too fast, but too slow lol im so ready to go back to LA, to kiss my boyfriend, to get some sun, to have some fun, and start my new LA life! so cant wait!!! me and quinn really need to see eachother now, to be this far away from eachother is not easy and not fun at all....  :/ but soon... sooon!! :D

tjip o hajk

I miss you

Puss

11 days

wow, time passes super fast! i remember when it was like 50 days! 11 days is nothing! (but its everything when u are away from your boyfriend!) 11 days....wow... im starting to panic, i have to have time to say bye to everyone!! and i mean.... next week will pass fast, and then its tuesday and time to leave :O looooooning for long beautiful days at the beach with amanda and long beautiful nights with quinn! talking about him, he's a sweet heart! now he planned the perfect picnic for us! i cant wait!


the last couple of days i've spent with susanna and a little bit with Maja. Maaaan i love those girls! we had so much fun! and so did Felix and Zinga and Geisha! well, specially Felix and Geisha (susannas borthers mother-inlaws dog lol) who fell in deeply love and wouldnt let go of eachother. Zing was more interested in watching so that no one got close to her precisous ball.

          
                                    Felix and his new girlfriend Geisha

          
                          Zing with her love, the ball



I hoped that i would be able to talk to quinn before he fell asleep, but i guess i have to calm myself and talk to him when he wakes up, and take a walk with felix instead.

Sweet dreams

Puss



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