max love

today i've been babysitting pretty much the whole day. my lovely nephew Max, 1 year and 2 months old! naw!! u just wanna eat him up! he never cries! and when i say never i mean never! always a smile, always hugging,playing snuggling..! he's a sweetheart! he wants kisses all the time, but he kiss with open mouth, teeth and toung all out. pretty slobby kisses if i may say so lol
               
                                Kiss on the way!


im starting to get nervous about the apartment back in LA...please please please god let these two last months go smooth!!! PLEASE!! LA has been nothing but trouble since the first day i came there, drama all over, met new friends but apparently lost old ones....

probably gonna leave hollywood behind this time. its abviously not bringing me any luck living there. and who knew it was cheaper apartments in the better neighborhoods? :S cant wait to have a pool, a balcony, a bed with my boyfriend in, a realy apartment,with furniture and its gonna be...an actual home! not like now, when its a bed... and just a bed. not even a bed, its just a maddress!! and since me and Em are sharing room,its like a room with maddresses lol we can have a giant pj-party! :D



anyhow, i cant really concentrate right now... im talking to quinn about some stuff lol

see u around!

hejdå!!

miss u, as always!

engagement and death

wow, what a totally mixed day!
started the day with some chatting with quinn, looked at potential apartments! im totally excited! then, took with a walk with felix, donna and mom. Spent the day by the ppol, and now i got this great tan! then i had an argument with quinn, then i found out that my old neighbor, Stig, who i took care of last summer in diff ways, passed away today. Rest in peace.
then, i went on a boat trip, but it was cold as hell.
                

                 
                               Cold, but beautiful boat trip

When i get home i called Åsa only to found out that her boyfriend proposed to her in the most romantic way EVER!! It was so perfect! they've been together for 2½ years now, they are so secure about eachother, and its a strong love between them. Im so happy for them!

                 
                             Åsa & Matz

Now im just really tired, so im gonna pass out!

Hejdå!
Puss puss

love

today, my moms goddaughter, louise and her family came over. she's so cute. she's 12, and i think it was a coupleof years ago she asked me if i could be her sister. so now im her sister, and its actually fun to have a little sister :)

                     

my baby wrote the cutest (and longst!) mail to me today! he's so adorable. for exapmle, he wrote:
          Mitt hjärta slår 100 gånger per minut, när jag tänker på dig.
Yes, he wrote that! in swedish! he's cheating tho, he uses Google Translate, but im still very proud over him, he tries so hard! he even bought a "teach it yourself" book, so now he'sstudying swedish lol
cant wait to go back to LA and be with him again!



i had a great day, as always. its wierd to move back home after a year doing what the hell u feel like doing. i feel like my mom is nagging all the time! lol do this,do that, do it NOW! blah blah blah! i do it, but...yeah... i guess i can handle it for another 6½ weeks lol
we also have great moments together! Like tonight, me her and roger (my moms husband) sat outside, drank a glas of wine, and played skip-bo (which is, btw, the worlds funniets card-game!) and just talked and had such a great time! :D

anyhow,time for  bed, again! i feel like all i do is going to bed lol

tjip o hajk!

hejdå!

i miss u!!!

dogfight

im against dogfight. of course! but my dog is honestly driving me insane, and we fight! just like an older sister and a littlebrother would fight! first, he enters my room, all charming and happy. I tell him he can stay, as long as he's calm and nice. he jumps up in my bed, and approaches me. he put his head on my lap. i pet him a little. he licks my hand, which i think is nice. then he slowly start to bit, just a little litte. fine, no worries. then he bits harder and before u know it, he starts chewing on my sweater and biting really hard!! the fight begins. I start pushing him away, telling him no. he knows i dont like him to do that, but he thinks its sooo funny to pis me off, just like everybody else thinks for some reason. it ends up me and my dog are screaming at eachother, fighting eachother....darn dog...

                               

                                                              first, sweet kisses....

                                

                                                        .....he dosent really understand the saying:
                                                      Dont bite the hand that feeds you



Today, i finally go to talk to Quinn!! actually hear his voice ! yay!! i even saw him on the webcam! :D im super happy! i miss him, and now i miss him even more!

I also got to talk to both Em & Amanda. Em was on a festival, listning to Mora Träsk when i called! Fucking cool! im jealous as hell!! *nu ska vi gå på tiger jakt!* <----- hahahaha check that out!
Amanda was shopping.. sweet.. i need to do some shopping!

now,i guess im gonna go to bed...

hejdå!!

i miss u!

long distance relationship

                                      

ok.. so a week have passed since i last saw my love. 7 weeks to go before i see him again... i honetsly dont understand how ppl can have long distance relationships for months and months or even years! there's no way i could do that! by not be able to talk to quinn whenever i want to, not be able to see him, or touch him or smell him or kiss him or argue with him or whatever, im going nuts!!
talking to him over msn or aim everyday (i stay up super late just to chat with him for a few min, and he gets up super early to talk to me), but its not the same!! and now there's trouble with the internet,so i havent heardhis voice in what feels like forever! :,( its so easy to missunderstand eachother, and both me and quinn are unfortunatly the jealous type and that dosent make things better... but we talk about it and everything ends up fine in the end... i love being back home, seeing my family and friends are great, but i want to go back to LA now...sweden is not my home anymore, i love it, its great i love everyone here and its peaceful and its nice nature and everything, but i belong in the states now, no doubt...



listen to this bs: in malmö, they decided that women should be able to swim topless, cuz if they are forced to wear a top of anykind its discriminating. WFT?! are u serious?? WHO wants to go to a bath house, and see old, shaggy womens breasts?! and why, why sweet lord, why, is it that in 2009 we still have countries where women are conciderd a mans property, women (young girls) get their clitoris cut out, without anykind of painkillers or whatever, so that they wont be able to feel pleasure, and even in core nations, welfare nations like sweden or USA, womens salary is alot less then mens, but instead of fighting for that, we fight so that we can go naked in public!! we are not the same, men and women. If u wanna show of everthing, go to a nude beach or to a strip club or stay home and walk around naked, but for god sake, put away your disgusting breast when u are out in public!!!

Aftonbladet: Fritt fram för bara bröst


alright, time for me to unpack the last of my stuff and talk to my baby

tjip o hajk

i miss u



lovely day

im kind of annoyed... i wrote a looong text here last night and it didnt get published or saved, it just vanished...typiskt!

i wrote about my day at liseberg with my awesome girls Åsa & Emelie, and how i almost stared to cry cuz i went on a ride called Uppswinget, and it was super scary. I even had two videos,one with the scary ride,and one with my favorite ride,Balder. I also wrote about visiting my grandma and how cute she is...

but whatever i guess!

Today:

its been a great day today! First me and my mom took Felix to the beach where he played and ran in the water and was wild in general. Then we went home, I made some phonecalls to cancel my Tre phone acount here, tried to get an apointment at the dentist (a 6 months waiting list! what kind of bs is that?!) (btw, my wisdom tooth hurt like hell today!! :,( ) . Went grocery shopping with mom, then we went to Pråmen, a café thats on a boat in the harbor. after i ate a baked potato, i made myself comfy in the sun and almost fell asleep. after that it was back and forth, picking up, dropping off,picking up, buy food, around and around...
Malin came!!! YAY!!! she's such an awesome person!!!! And she'sso cute, she works as a baker, and she made me the yummiest cake ever!! And it had hearts on it and it said Welcome home Tessi! I took a picture of it,cuz it really was an amazing cake, but i forgot my camera in our livingroom and im so comfy in my bed now, next to felix that i dont wanna go up and get it.i'll put the pic on later :)

now, tonight, me and mom finaly got some time to catch up. i told her about everything that i've been longing to tell her in person about everyhing and nothing cuz no one gives so good advice as my mom!! and she's right, in every single thing she says!!

Tmw:

Going up early, me and mom are taking felix out in the woods to do some search exercise. that'll be fun! :D
then Maja just said she'll drop by for a visit before she starts working, and then at 6pm me and my nephew are going to see transformers!! yay!! i've been longing!! he's only 6, and u have to be 7 to go see it with company by an adult of course.. i hope he dont tell anyone he's just 6 lol



i've not even been home a week and i thought i was going to do pretty good but i must admit its not easy to be far away from your other half...
and i hope u remember to clean Götes bowl tonight babe!! ;) lol



god natt

i miss u...

miss u

omg im totally lost... lol was driving hometomy dads today, and i couldnt find the way! lol its one thing if u get lost in the us, where there are roads everywhere and u can take 5000 million dif roads to get to one place, but here, its one street, u turn and u there! taddaaa!! i didnt turn...so i wasnt there lol
anyhow, spent the afternoon with my dad and stepmom. ate, talked about everything and nothing. about my year, about quinn about school about roommates, about everything and then they toldme about their trip to africa and stuff...
then i went to see åsa! :D yay! and matz, and her parents and their new dog jack of course!
i missed her so much, it sure was super duper fun to see her!! :D we went to emelies, drank some, talked,looked at old pics and talked about memories and news. its so fun to see them!! my girls!! :D after that, åsa+matz,emelie+patrick and me+not quinn went out. i had a lot of fun but i missed my babe when everyone had their boyfriend but i didnt have mine... :,(
anyway..after that we went and had my long wanted kebab!! yay!! yummy!! and then we walked home, and now im in bed.
im talking to babe, but he's super slow in answering right now, so im probably gonna fall asleep any sec  now...
i have to sleep too, cuz tmw im going to see my grandpa and then go to liseberg, swedens biggest amusmentpark!! yay!! havent been there in years! me and the girls are going! it'll be awesome!!! :D

well...
hejdå

i miss u

sommar sommar sommar!

summer? not so much.. i miss cali weather... today is midsummer, that means, its the day in the middle of the summer...  WHAT DARN SUMMER?! i've been spoiled...
today, its been rainging and its been thunder and lightning and super cold. right now im in bed, under thick cover, with thick socks, seatpants and my moms jacket lol im still cold!
i've been celebrating midsummer at home today, like the first time i do that in forever... they are still going on strong,drinking and laughing over there, im in bed..i just dont have any energy to be polite and to be social and shit... im just super tired...

                                        
hej då!!


i miss u....

nap time

im soooo freaking tired!
i drove (YAY! havent been driving a car for like a year now!! parking amandas car dosent count! lol) to the "city" to pick up Elsa, my step-dads mom. went really good, like i've been driving all the time lol tmw will be more interesting tho, gonna drive my little stick car to varberg. i think i'll be fine! cant wait tho, but im music on, sing and scream in the car..yay! :)

talked to my baby before... its wierd how much u can miss some one... its just strange not to be able to call him, or to see him when he gets of work.
its also totally super wierd not to have a phone!! :S my swedish phone got stolen just before i left for LA so now i dont have a phone..wierd...

anyway,im super tired, im gonna take a nap so that i can at least pretend that im alive tonight :P

puss puss hejdå!

why do ppl stare at u when u cry?

ok, so im gonna write in english during my time here at home so that my fellow americans can understand me (a.k.a my boyfriend :P) dont judge my spelling or grammar ppl!! its not a school paper, so i dont care.. :P

so yesterday, we woke up early as f, to go to the lakers parade! :D it was super duper fun! and super duper hot! ppuuh..! i was too excited to take pics of the players when they got there, but i do have two videos! take a look:






after that, we ran home, took our stuff and went to the airport. ofcourse i started to cry like a baby. it was really hard to say goodbye to my baby but i know we'll see eachother soon again and im talking to him right now which makes everything so much better!
once on the plane, i started to cry like a baby again, mostely cuz i already was sad and emotional, but also cuz im afraid of flying and i noticed that i was not by the wings, not by an emergancy excit and i was in the middle row, in the middle seat. yay. ppl stare at you when u cry on planes. they stared at me when i cried from malta to sweden (yes, we cried...why? i do not know) they super stared at me when i cried my heart out from NY-London and they stared this time. is it (There's a mosquito in my room!!! }0/ ) so interesting when a stranger cries?
 as a cherry on top i got two things: first off, my tv screen was the only one who didnt work (an almost 12 hr flight with no entertainment to a female who cant sleep on flights...great!) and the annoying little brat kid behind me kept kicking my seat. freaking annoying!! i turned around serveral times and gave the mom my evil eye, she didnt seem to care too much about that tho...

finally, after car-plane-train-plane-train-car, i am home. mydog goes nuts, he just wont stop jumping up and down <3 my mom is there, my sister, her man, and Max. then came my other sister, her man and Carl and Alfred. My boys! they are so lovely!!! even tho i havent seen them in such a long time they werent too scared of me, and they are so funny and cute i just totally love them!! unfortunatly i coudlnt give them all i wanted, i had no energy what so ever... i've only been up for 36 hrs now...im actually not that tired, in my head its only 5pm, and also, i kind of want to stay up and talk to quinn...


tmw is midsummer! yay! not that im gonna do anything special, but anyway :P



hope emma's flight is going good... i dont like ppl flying around!!! ppl are not meant to fly! and then i read that some pilot died today, on the same airline that shes travling with,from newark, where she is travling from...hmm...


im super tired... gonna try to keep myself awak from a little bit longer...

hej då!

City of Angeles or city of crazy fans?

                           

igår vann äntligen LA Lakers mot Orlando Magic! Yay! dom utklassade dom! (typ.. :P) jag,amanda, quinn o jorge va på uWink o tittade. de va ett jävla liv! :D ännu mera liv var det i downtown vid staple center (lakers hemmaplan). kaos va ordet!
Kolla här på ---->Aftonbladet<---- och/eller på bilder på ---->LA times<----. Ok att man kan vara glad för att ens lag har vunnit men nån måtta får det väll ändå vara...
när vi va på uWink såg vi the bounty hunter! inte så bra bild men ändå,de e han!


                     


min systerson e ju värsta modellen! :D super huper duper söt!! kolla in maxen:








igår va det en äcklig tvesjärt i Götes fiskskål. På tornetpå hans slått satt den oglodde nerpå Göte när han sov! (visste inte att fiskar sover, men det gördom tydligen. Höte burkar ligga på sidan av slottet, blundar o sover!) vi var tvugna att väcka göte, ta ut slottet o spola ner den äckliga tvesjärten..! vad gjorde han i Götes fiskskål?!



nu ska jag äta pasta! MUMS!
sen blir de packa...mindre mums...

tjip o hajk!

go lakers!

jaha... nu e det ytterligare en dag mindre i LA... vet inte om jag ska skratta eller gråta...
mina föräldrare är så söta..! min mamma skrev att det ska bli så mysigt att jag kommer hem o min pappa skrev att det ska bli spännande..hahaha

ikväll ska Lakers kicka magics ass!!!!! o då vinner vi!! yay!! go lakers!
ja o amanda ska sitta o titta på matchen på uWink som vanligt :)

jag borde börja packa men de e verkligen sjukt tråkigt...dessutom har vi ju en mus i gaderoben... tänk om jag packar ner honom i väskan! :O

jag längtar så jag dör efter felix just nu!! knas.. jag kommer hem om 4 dagar o jag saknar min hund mest.. haha
på tal om hund försöker jag hitta det där spelet på passasgen som man spelade när man va liten... man va en liten brun hund som försökte hitta hem o man hoppa i candy land o grejer... (ja jag har inget att göra! :P)
woho, jag hitta de precis..! de va ju på funplanet! hahah
spela puppy här!!

tjip o hajk

sista dagarna i Los angeles

snart e de dags att lämna änglarnas (uteliggarnas?) stad o ge sig hem till svealand igen. när jag kommer hem har det gått exakt 312 dagar. gud... inte konstigt att man börjar sakna svensk mat... denna gången åker jag hem med lite (ganska mkt) mindre sorg i hjärtat än vad jag gjorde när jag åkte från NY...herregud...snacka om brustet hjärta! då hade jag varit borta i ett helt år (så några mer dagar än nu haha) o jag ville inte hem, men nu...aah..
jag kommer hem på torsdag nästa vecka, fredagen är midsommar o jag ska bara vara med mina syskonsöner o mysa med felix o mamma o äta mat hela dagen :D på lördagen bär det av till VBG, till åsa, o pappa o brorsan :D ska se till att träffa farfar o mormor med.
sen..ja..då va de roliga över...dags att åka till LA snart eller?
11 augusti bär de av över atlanten igen (för tredje gången). ser fram emot ett nytt år i LA, ska börja om från början o få ett mkt lugnare, säkrare år. nu vet jag mer om LA, kommer vara utan roommates o bara götta mig o plugga hela året utan drama! yuppie! :D

igår gick ja,quinn, amanda o erik ut o hade en liten hejdå middag på bossa nova. sjuuktgod mat! skulle gått till apple, men de var asiatisk kväll o dom va inte så helglada på att släppa in oss (vi va inte så hel taggade på att gå in heller ska tilläggas haha)

idag väckte quinn mig o sa: dont freak out now, but there's a mouse in your room.
oh...ok...men kul... det är en liiiten liiiten grå mus här inne... han sprang o gömde sig bakom min resväska..jag ruskade lite på väskan, men han sprang inte ut...så nu vet ja inte var han e... för jag vågar inte flytta på väskan, o jag kom på att jag kanske råkade mosa honom när ja ruskade på väskan?! :O
fö´låt ifall ja gjorde de...

funderar på om jag ska gå ut o gå eller bara gå o köpa saker jag kan frossa i? hmm....mat låter ju gott..

tjip o hajk!



10 dagar kvar

hej hopp! på order från malin får jag väll skriva en rad eller två :P har sjukt mkt att göra i skolan just nu... förra veckan hade jag två finals, o denna kommande vackan har jag två till. bl.a matte. de ska ju bli kul. idag har jag sutiit praktiskt hela dan o räknat. yupie. ikväll så ska jag koppla av med lite bio, ska gå o se hangover med quinn :)

det ska bli så himla mysigt att komma hem! har hört att båda små pojkarna går nu! tänk va dom växer dom små liven (Tess, 80 år). ska bli lite jobbigt att lämna allt här, quinn o så... men har bestämt att jag ska komma tillbaka lite tidigare, så att jag har tid att fixa med allt som behövs fixas med.
även lite jobbigt att lämna lägenheten i mina rumskamraters händer. maya frågade om hennes syster kunde få hyra vårt rum i två veckor. ok sa ja. sen ändra hon sig plötsligt. emma kom på att hon kanske gjorde de för att hennes syster kunde ju bo här gratis, utan att vi skulle få veta. så kul tänker inte vi ha de. så jag sa till maya att quinn kommer komma upp lite då o då o checka vårt rum så att allt e ok. så slog de hus i helvete kan ja ju tala om. passade tydligen inte fröken maya alls. hon tog till sin försvarsmekanism o tyckte att jag va dum i huvet som sa att han kunde få komma upp här. undra varför hon blev så sur? kanske de inte riktigt passade hennes planer, kanske? :P
dette e slutet på våran fb chatt:
Maya: Tess, u're childish. i don't wanna have this conversation with you right now. in fact, i don't wanna talk 2 u @ all. 3:49pm
Tess: lol fine by me. see u around 3:49pm
Maya: we'll see who has the last laugh..

hahahaha herre guuud... tess, u're childish. i dont want to talk to u at all. vem e de som e barnslig sa du? hahaha
ska dessutom bli väldigt intressant o se va de e som dom tänker göra? hmm...hoppas dom flyttar så jag kan stämma dom :)

anyhow, dags att hoppa i duschen o sen kanske jag hinner plugga lite till innan det e dags för bio :)

ciaooo

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