change of scenery
fyi, feet in Vans, in LA, after some hrs of walking, stink..... lol
anyhow, im very happy, cuz today we sent in an application for the aparmtent we found that we really really liked. it has a small kitchen, a nice livingroom, a huge bedroom, lost of closet space, pool and its an apartment that dont get so hot which is good. so now all we can do is wait and see, hopefully in two days or so, we'll get a call saying that the place is ours...! yay!
my jetlag is almost over now, finally...!
yesterday was my dads bday, but becouse of the time diff i congratualted him on sunday (his time)..typiskt... anyhow, grattis pa fodelsedagen igen far!
time to get my boyfriend stop playing the new american football game and put on a movie instead!
Puss!
tijp o hajk
beach and apartment hunting
still jeylaged... last night i managed to wake up at 5, today at 4.30...typiskt... i thought it was going the right direction but noooooo....
so me and babe spent the days looking for an apartment, and today we have an apointment with one place that sounds totally perfect and i really hope that this is the one! :D
yesterday, we went to the beach. unfortunatly it wasnt that nice weather, so we just played around in the sand lol
poor byron, he's probably gonna have sand in his ears for years lol
im so happy to be back in LA! i love spending my days with my baby again! things are so great between us, i feel so good and comfertable with him!
and im very happy cuz i know it wont be that long before i come home to sweden again! its my awesome sister Minnas turn to get married this winter and she asked me to be a bridesmaid and im super flattered and excited! :D
ok..so time to do something else while i wait for quinn to wake up haha
Puss!
tjip o hajk!
Tillbaka i Los Angeles
jaha, mina kara vanner o bekanta o framling.. nu ar man tillbaka i anglarnas stad. jetlaged? svar Ja. Det ar nu 3.35, jag har varit uppe i 40 min o kan inte somna.. i mitt huvud ar klockan 12.35... tjena...
resan gick vall sa bra som en 24 timmars resa kan ga. jag stannade uppe hela natten o packade o pillade, sa hejda till Roger o Flixen, mamma korde mig till svagertorp i ooos regn (oro 1: fick jag med mig allt? Pass? Visum?), fick def inte hjalp av konduktoren pa av med mina 1000 vaskor (han hade namligen ingen forsakring ifall ngt skulle handa...vafan...) (Oro 2: Hur ska jag lyckas med att fa ut alla grejer ur taget?) hittade en san dar vagn, mot in checkningen, checkade in (oro 3: Tank om inte det var idag jag skulle aka? Tank om dom inte hittar mig i datorn?), dackade vid gaten, blev vackt av en danska tjej som, tror jag, fragde om jag inte skulle med planet. fick panik, sprang dit, o sa va det itne ens mitt plan... upp upp and away (oro 4: tank om vi krashar?! ), landa i london (oro 5: tank om dom missar att flytta over mina vaskor till det nya planet?), up up and away (oro 6: Tank om vi krashar?!) tittade pa Knowing, Ghost of my girlfriends past, och Soloist, pillade mig i navlen o forsokte forsta va engelskmannen brevid mig sa, landade, mot passcontrolen, som var forvanatsvart lite ko, bara att ga in direkt! (oro 7: tank om dom inte slapper in mig?!) kom igenom, bort o hamta vskorna vilket tog en javla tid (oro 8: tank om inte vaskorna kommer?!) dom kom, o sen kom Quinn o Amanda!! YAY! fick en bamse puss o en bamse kram o sen bar det av hem till mig dar vi dumpade mina grejer, sen gick vi o at pa en jatte mysig resturang fast jag va as hungrig sa orkade jag itne ata ett skit... sen akte vi hem till quinn o mos o bara antligen fick vara tillsammans igen! sen dacka jag.... o nu e jag vaken.. o han sover... typiskt...
lite senare idag ska vi iv'ag o leta lagenhet!! yay!! super excited!! o sen ska vi till uwink me mandus! gud va jag saknat denna kvinna! o sen imorgon ska vi till beachen med mandus o quinns bror, o pa fredag ska jag tydligen hjalpa till att forbereda for Isaac o Candys brollop, o pa lordag ska quinn pa brollop o jag o amanda ska ut o skaka dom lurviga, o sondag ska ja o quinn pa utflykt. fullt os, med andra ord! :D
jaha...va ska man gora nu da....
tjip o hajk!
resan gick vall sa bra som en 24 timmars resa kan ga. jag stannade uppe hela natten o packade o pillade, sa hejda till Roger o Flixen, mamma korde mig till svagertorp i ooos regn (oro 1: fick jag med mig allt? Pass? Visum?), fick def inte hjalp av konduktoren pa av med mina 1000 vaskor (han hade namligen ingen forsakring ifall ngt skulle handa...va
lite senare idag ska vi iv'ag o leta lagenhet!! yay!! super excited!! o sen ska vi till uwink me mandus! gud va jag saknat denna kvinna! o sen imorgon ska vi till beachen med mandus o quinns bror, o pa fredag ska jag tydligen hjalpa till att forbereda for Isaac o Candys brollop, o pa lordag ska quinn pa brollop o jag o amanda ska ut o skaka dom lurviga, o sondag ska ja o quinn pa utflykt. fullt os, med andra ord! :D
jaha...va ska man gora nu da....
tjip o hajk!
bye bye sweden, hello los angeles
wow. its time. im hrs away from leaving my moms beautiful home in Åhus, leaving the worlds best family and friends to go back to Los Angeles, to the worlds best boyfriend and friends. i cant believe how fast this summer went, and here i am, trying to fit everything in two "tiny" bags, 23kg each..good luck...
to be honest with u, my heart is broken right now... it might be the champagne i drank, it might be ther nerves since im so afraid of flying, or it might just be that susanna just left me, malin left a little while ago, my mom and roger are asleep and here i am, alone, waiting for the hrs to pass so i can fly half a world away from everyone i love...for which ever reason (i guess its a little mix of both) im sitting here crying... i know that ones im safe on the ground at LAX in lovely amandas car, in my awesome wuinns arms, it wont feel so bad..but right now, its not fun to be me...
well... i guess im gonna go try to close my bags.. im also gonna take a shower, shave my legs (im not gonna sleep alone tmw night!! yay!!) and try to make the last hrs pass...
see u when i see u!!
lets hope that those darn airplanes dont come crashing down!!
Tjip o hajk!
see u soon babe!!! :D
to be honest with u, my heart is broken right now... it might be the champagne i drank, it might be ther nerves since im so afraid of flying, or it might just be that susanna just left me, malin left a little while ago, my mom and roger are asleep and here i am, alone, waiting for the hrs to pass so i can fly half a world away from everyone i love...for which ever reason (i guess its a little mix of both) im sitting here crying... i know that ones im safe on the ground at LAX in lovely amandas car, in my awesome wuinns arms, it wont feel so bad..but right now, its not fun to be me...
well... i guess im gonna go try to close my bags.. im also gonna take a shower, shave my legs (im not gonna sleep alone tmw night!! yay!!) and try to make the last hrs pass...
see u when i see u!!
lets hope that those darn airplanes dont come crashing down!!
Tjip o hajk!
see u soon babe!!! :D
tired like a mofu...
its 8.45pm. i wanted to go to sleep right away. not cuz i want to wake up, spend my last day with family and friends, pack, drive to the train, go to the airport, go up in that horrible airplane, land in London, wait, go on that super horrible airplane, land and kiss my baby, but cuz i've been on my neighbors boat from noon to like 7pm. it was soooooo much fun! omg! i got the drive this little piece of plain power out on the ocean and damn! swiisssh swiisssh swoosh and jump up jump down faster faster! the sun in my face, the wind im my hair, the water in my face, the waves under the boat making it jump and fall and it was just such an awesome feeling and it went so fast!! yay!!
tmw is a super bitter sweet day. its my last day with my family. this summer past so fast, i cant believe its time to go back already. i have two lives. my LA life, with my boyfriend, friends, school, parties, beach ect. and my Sweden life, with my family, friends, awesome nephews, clear air and relaxed life. i love both of my lives... the flip side of loving adventures and being restless is this, leaving my family and friends for such a long time. i cant wait to go back to my baby tho!! man i've missed him!!!! I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!
time for bed, im so super tired...
PUSS!
tjip o hajk
tmw is a super bitter sweet day. its my last day with my family. this summer past so fast, i cant believe its time to go back already. i have two lives. my LA life, with my boyfriend, friends, school, parties, beach ect. and my Sweden life, with my family, friends, awesome nephews, clear air and relaxed life. i love both of my lives... the flip side of loving adventures and being restless is this, leaving my family and friends for such a long time. i cant wait to go back to my baby tho!! man i've missed him!!!! I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!
time for bed, im so super tired...
PUSS!
tjip o hajk
im so stupid
i should really start to use my brain i think. so,my mom asked me what time my flight leaves... around 7am i said. so now i went to see what time precisely it leaves. so 7.50 it departs from copenhagen, tuesday 11th of august. what i havent noticed before is that i dont arrive wednesday the 12th...! fuck me, i arrive tuseday the 11th too!! :O :O and quinn works cuz i told him the 12th :S freaking awesome work tess...good job... im so darn intelligent... congrats.... well, it gives me one more day with baby, but it kind of messed up the plans... :S and he's for some reason not online so i cant tell him and now im nervous... darnet... IM SORRY I MISSED OUT ON THAT TINY TINY LITTLE BIT OF INFORMATION BABY!!!
So i figured out why mosquito bites itches. its something in the mosquitos saliva that makes the blood not get hard so it can suck it out, but when some thing in our boody that is a part of our immune system reaches the mosquitos saliva it starts to itch. and let me tell u something.... it ITCHES!!! it makes me crazy!! i cant sleep, talk, think, and specially not drive for 3 hrs home from Åsa when all i can think about is how i want to scratch my legs and feet.... thankfully, my mom has something called After Bite, that works really really well and easy my temptation of scratching til it bleeds.
time for some sleep
tjip o hajk
I love you
Puss!
So i figured out why mosquito bites itches. its something in the mosquitos saliva that makes the blood not get hard so it can suck it out, but when some thing in our boody that is a part of our immune system reaches the mosquitos saliva it starts to itch. and let me tell u something.... it ITCHES!!! it makes me crazy!! i cant sleep, talk, think, and specially not drive for 3 hrs home from Åsa when all i can think about is how i want to scratch my legs and feet.... thankfully, my mom has something called After Bite, that works really really well and easy my temptation of scratching til it bleeds.
time for some sleep
tjip o hajk
I love you
Puss!
heartbroken
i can just as well go kill myself now...its over... i dont want to live anymore, its not funny!!! i love living in LA, but right now i dont want to!! for about 13 years me and Åsa have been in love with five guys, now a days 4, called the backstreet boys. Yes, we still like them!! lol and dec 4th, 2009, they will play in Stockholm, and dec 4th, 2009, i will not be there!! :,( im super sad....
im excited about their new cd tho, their 7th! yay!
its ok if u laugh and say mean things about us liking them, we already heared it all lol
i hate mosquitos!!!! they love me..... when me and maria was aon jamaica, i got i think it was around 40 bites, on EACH leg, while maria got one. yesterday, me and åsa went out in the forest to pick blueberries. she got one, and it dont itch. i got so many i cant count them. and they itch, so bad!!! i've been going nuts all nigth!!! :,( poor me!!
its time to say good bye to åsa for this year today :( im gonna miss her alot!!!
6 days today!! yay!! cant wait to see my babe!! :D
puss puss!
tjip o hajk!
im excited about their new cd tho, their 7th! yay!
its ok if u laugh and say mean things about us liking them, we already heared it all lol
i hate mosquitos!!!! they love me..... when me and maria was aon jamaica, i got i think it was around 40 bites, on EACH leg, while maria got one. yesterday, me and åsa went out in the forest to pick blueberries. she got one, and it dont itch. i got so many i cant count them. and they itch, so bad!!! i've been going nuts all nigth!!! :,( poor me!!
its time to say good bye to åsa for this year today :( im gonna miss her alot!!!
6 days today!! yay!! cant wait to see my babe!! :D
puss puss!
tjip o hajk!
confession
i have a couple off things to confess:
My day:
Talked to baby
Went to the beach
Came home
Ate
Drove to Jönköping with Åsa
Had dinner
Played games
Now im in bed, talking to babe and im gonna go to sleep so i can wake up and talk some more :D and then me and åsa are hitting the forrest to go pick berries lol
6 days left!!!!
Puss!
- Im super jealous. Not like jealous if Quinn talks to some other chick or whatever (i am sometimes, who isnt, but i try not to) Im jealous of my lovely and totally awesome åsa and her super sweet bf Matz. They were kissing and snuggeling and were all lovey-dovey and i just wanted to die cuz i miss my babe so much :(
- Ppl sometime ask me what i do online all day. I say im on facebook. so they ask, what are u doing on facebook? and i say: well, i know so much ppl all around the world and its a perfect way of keeping in touch with everyone. I lie. Im sorry.... i do like ti cuz i can keep in touch with ppl, but my main time on there is playing games. and Im super competitive.... last night i spent i think over 2hrs on playing a solitarie game, trying to beat the highest recored, and i just couldnt stop until i did it.
- I just lost. BIG time, at trivial pursuit. I cant believe that anyone can suck so much at anything, as much as i suck at TP... i suck so much, its no point in trying or getting sad or feeling bad, the only thing left is to laugh. i couldnt even get mad when Åsa & Matz startedmaking fun of me, cuz damn.... i sucked... i did know the answer to two questions tho, four questions if u count that åsa sounded out the answers to me lol
My day:
Talked to baby
Went to the beach
Came home
Ate
Drove to Jönköping with Åsa
Had dinner
Played games
Now im in bed, talking to babe and im gonna go to sleep so i can wake up and talk some more :D and then me and åsa are hitting the forrest to go pick berries lol
6 days left!!!!
Puss!
bang bang, my baby shot me down
today, i went to visit my grandma and at the same time go check out Gekås, Swedens biggest department store. its 20 000 kv2, which is about 4 football fields... it said on their website that during one day they have around 25 000 customers and that they get trucks with stuff coming every 10 minute.... that shit is just insane... i thin all 25 000 of those little bastards where there when i was there. pushing and screaming and cursing, they were. stupid stupid stupid ppl!! i paniced and was out faster then i entered. it was more fun at grandma's place. she told me everything about Martin, the man who's supposed to be my grandpa. he was an alcoholic and used to amuse himself with beating my grandma up and hunting her and my mom, aunt and uncles with his rifle in the garden. sounds like a fun dude, my grandpa. he died like a year ago, but i never met him.
when i came home i talked to my love for a while and then i spend the rest of the evening with dad, gunnel and peter and his hanna. it was fun, played skip-bo and talked about fish lol
so tmw, im gonna get going to jönköping with the worlds best Åsa! <3
right now, next week, i'll be up up and away in an airplane!! aarrgghh!! but tmw, in a week, just about this time, im gonna be runing into Quinns arms (and amandas lol) and i cant waaait! im super excited about coming back!!! its been over 50 days, so enough already!!! i dont wanna be without him anymore!!
Time to go to sleep, so i can wake up, so i can go to sleep, so i can wake up, so i can go to sleep, so i can wake up, so i can go to sleep, so i can wake up, so i can go to sleep, so i can wake up, so i can go to sleep, so i can wake up, so i can go to sleep, so i can wake up, so i can go to the airport, so i can gly, so i can go to sleep in quinns arms.
Puss!
tjip o hajk
when i came home i talked to my love for a while and then i spend the rest of the evening with dad, gunnel and peter and his hanna. it was fun, played skip-bo and talked about fish lol
so tmw, im gonna get going to jönköping with the worlds best Åsa! <3
right now, next week, i'll be up up and away in an airplane!! aarrgghh!! but tmw, in a week, just about this time, im gonna be runing into Quinns arms (and amandas lol) and i cant waaait! im super excited about coming back!!! its been over 50 days, so enough already!!! i dont wanna be without him anymore!!
Time to go to sleep, so i can wake up, so i can go to sleep, so i can wake up, so i can go to sleep, so i can wake up, so i can go to sleep, so i can wake up, so i can go to sleep, so i can wake up, so i can go to sleep, so i can wake up, so i can go to sleep, so i can wake up, so i can go to the airport, so i can gly, so i can go to sleep in quinns arms.
Puss!
tjip o hajk
bye bye childhood
im back in Varberg at my dads place. apparently, they didnt want 4 childrends childhood stored at their attic, so all of us had to go through all our stuff and throw away what we didnt want to keep. wow... that was really hard!! all my stories (Why, oh why didnt i become a writer?! i have stories all over the place, cool long awesome stories filled with drama and fantasy!), toys, dolls, barbies....everything...is gone....all i saved wasmy old doll house, a couple of my favorite barbie stuff, and some of my school diarys. i cant believe how incredible cute i was!! if my kids turns out half as cute as me, they would still be adorable!! according to a picture i found, i have almost the same hairstyle now, as i had when i was 5 lol
Me and the one and only horse you'll ever see my on
I LOVE this! MY english homework! Awesome spelling or what! eyebrow- aye brown, and my favorite: mouth- mof LOL
had dinner with emelie and åsa tonight. went to zorbas, a greec resturant. super nice, im still so full i wanna throw up lol
so tmw, next week, im leaving. in 23 min, its 7 days before im leaving to go to LA. 8 days before i arrive. my summer here in sweden passed too fast, but too slow lol im so ready to go back to LA, to kiss my boyfriend, to get some sun, to have some fun, and start my new LA life! so cant wait!!! me and quinn really need to see eachother now, to be this far away from eachother is not easy and not fun at all.... :/ but soon... sooon!! :D
tjip o hajk
I miss you
Puss
Me and the one and only horse you'll ever see my on
I LOVE this! MY english homework! Awesome spelling or what! eyebrow- aye brown, and my favorite: mouth- mof LOL
had dinner with emelie and åsa tonight. went to zorbas, a greec resturant. super nice, im still so full i wanna throw up lol
so tmw, next week, im leaving. in 23 min, its 7 days before im leaving to go to LA. 8 days before i arrive. my summer here in sweden passed too fast, but too slow lol im so ready to go back to LA, to kiss my boyfriend, to get some sun, to have some fun, and start my new LA life! so cant wait!!! me and quinn really need to see eachother now, to be this far away from eachother is not easy and not fun at all.... :/ but soon... sooon!! :D
tjip o hajk
I miss you
Puss
11 days
wow, time passes super fast! i remember when it was like 50 days! 11 days is nothing! (but its everything when u are away from your boyfriend!) 11 days....wow... im starting to panic, i have to have time to say bye to everyone!! and i mean.... next week will pass fast, and then its tuesday and time to leave :O looooooning for long beautiful days at the beach with amanda and long beautiful nights with quinn! talking about him, he's a sweet heart! now he planned the perfect picnic for us! i cant wait!
the last couple of days i've spent with susanna and a little bit with Maja. Maaaan i love those girls! we had so much fun! and so did Felix and Zinga and Geisha! well, specially Felix and Geisha (susannas borthers mother-inlaws dog lol) who fell in deeply love and wouldnt let go of eachother. Zing was more interested in watching so that no one got close to her precisous ball.
Felix and his new girlfriend Geisha
Zing with her love, the ball
I hoped that i would be able to talk to quinn before he fell asleep, but i guess i have to calm myself and talk to him when he wakes up, and take a walk with felix instead.
Sweet dreams
Puss
the last couple of days i've spent with susanna and a little bit with Maja. Maaaan i love those girls! we had so much fun! and so did Felix and Zinga and Geisha! well, specially Felix and Geisha (susannas borthers mother-inlaws dog lol) who fell in deeply love and wouldnt let go of eachother. Zing was more interested in watching so that no one got close to her precisous ball.
Felix and his new girlfriend Geisha
Zing with her love, the ball
I hoped that i would be able to talk to quinn before he fell asleep, but i guess i have to calm myself and talk to him when he wakes up, and take a walk with felix instead.
Sweet dreams
Puss
u think i was bitching before?
watch me bitch!
i live in aprt. #1206. that fucking place is cursed. since the very first seconed i moved into that place there has been one thing, and one thing only: DRAMA! and there's plenty more to come apparently. so, i hate my roommates, nothing new. i thought that maybe,just maybe, this last month will be drama free and go smooth and without problem, but what an idiot i am for even dreaming about something like that in an apartment like #1206.
I CANT WAIT TO GET THEFUCK OUT OF THERE!!! i will never ever never ever live in a apartment with the #1206, ever again! its cursed!! i hate it!! i cant wait to getmy fucking hand on you!!! i will do nasty nasty things and watch u suffer!!!!!! (im not really, the thought of even touching you makes me wanna puke, so im just gonna stand a little bit away from you and shout and bitch like i always do)
lets change subject to something much nicer, like shopping and circus! :D
so i bought:
2 dresses
1 pull over
2 tops
1 cardigan
2 jeans
2 jeans-shorts
1 short
2 blouses
4 socks
2 thicker cardigans
so no more shopping for me in like... a week? lol
went to the circus too, with my love Carl. it was great, until the horses came and i wanted to go home. carl was brave, he took a ride at both the camel and a big mean and evil horse.
tmw, its 13 days!!
Day:
im hungry... but too tired to sleep...
guess its nite nite anyway....
I love you!
nite nite
i live in aprt. #1206. that
I CANT WAIT TO GET THE
lets change subject to something much nicer, like shopping and circus! :D
so i bought:
2 dresses
1 pull over
2 tops
1 cardigan
2 jeans
2 jeans-shorts
1 short
2 blouses
4 socks
2 thicker cardigans
so no more shopping for me in like... a week? lol
went to the circus too, with my love Carl. it was great, until the horses came and i wanted to go home. carl was brave, he took a ride at both the camel and a big mean and evil horse.
tmw, its 13 days!!
Day:
- Dinner with my awesome Susanna!
- Dinner with Rogers brother and wife + neighbors
- Babysit Carl & Alfred
- Drive up to my dad, have dinner with all the siblings
- Dinner with Emelie
- Going to my grandma
- Drive to Jönköping with Åsa
- Play with Åsa
- Play with Åsa, Drive home
- Have Kräftskiva with the entire fam
- Be with my family
- Start my trip back
- Dinner with awesomness in human form Amanda, and baby babe Quinn and then lay in my babys arms the whoooole night!
im hungry... but too tired to sleep...
guess its nite nite anyway....
I love you!
nite nite
singing star
today, i went to annicka to play singstar! and not which ever singstar, but Disney singstar! i was best, of course. malin sucked. of course. lol (we dont have to mention that she ALWAYS win and i ALWAYS lose...)
im sooo tired now so im just gonna go to sleep and wake up and then it'll only be 14 days left before i go back to LA. 14 days is 2 weeks, and 2 weeks is suuuper short time! cant wait!!
Puss!
im sooo tired now so im just gonna go to sleep and wake up and then it'll only be 14 days left before i go back to LA. 14 days is 2 weeks, and 2 weeks is suuuper short time! cant wait!!
Puss!
wedding :D
yesterday was my sister wedding! it was sooooooo beautiful!! i cried before, during but not after lol i creid pretty much the whole day lol it was so amazing!! im so happy for her! she looks so incredible beautiful in her wedding dress, and Fredde looked so handsome and it was such an amazing day/night! and today our closest family and freddes closest family gathered at our place and had dinner and lisa & Fredde opened presents, i played with my LOVELY nephews and it was just a super nice day. at times like this i just cant understand what im doing in LA. i have this so totally amazing family here, they give love, security, laughs and more love and i love every single one of them and specially my nephews Carl, Alfred and Max, they are my everything!!! so i leave them, for like a year at the time, i miss them and i miss out on sooo much! they grow, they learn to walk and talk and they become independent and courius and handsome and i miss out on it all! it just totally breaks my heart.... at the same time, i LOVE being in LA, i love my life there, i love my boyfriend, friends and school and weather and i enjoy myself so much being there. but its no wonder i get homesick every now and then, knowing that all this wonderful is half a world away...
Lisa & Fredirk
Lisa & Me
My love Alfred
now, something else wonderful is half the world away. something i cant even remember the touch or smell of. something that for the last month only been a text or a voice in a computer. in almost 16 days, that something will become a person, and not just any person, that something will turn into my peanut! long distance relationship wasnt really something for us, both of us demand so much attention and so much entertainment and closeness and then everything just swwwwipsss dissapear. so its hard on us, but we grow stronger and this have made us a better couple i think. we have always been very open with our feelings towards eachother, but now we really had to learn how to talk and how to express ourselves in a different way. i beleive: what doesnt kill you, make you stronger. in this case, i think you= our love, so what dosent kill our love, makes it stronger.
im ready to say good bye to my wonderful family, and hello to my wonderful boyfriend.
Puss puss
Lisa & Fredirk
Lisa & Me
My love Alfred
now, something else wonderful is half the world away. something i cant even remember the touch or smell of. something that for the last month only been a text or a voice in a computer. in almost 16 days, that something will become a person, and not just any person, that something will turn into my peanut! long distance relationship wasnt really something for us, both of us demand so much attention and so much entertainment and closeness and then everything just swwwwipsss dissapear. so its hard on us, but we grow stronger and this have made us a better couple i think. we have always been very open with our feelings towards eachother, but now we really had to learn how to talk and how to express ourselves in a different way. i beleive: what doesnt kill you, make you stronger. in this case, i think you= our love, so what dosent kill our love, makes it stronger.
im ready to say good bye to my wonderful family, and hello to my wonderful boyfriend.
Puss puss
20 days
today i slept to 10! wow.. i always wake up at like 8 or something...so i missed out on talking to my baby when he got home from work... :( and today im gonna babysit Max so im not sure that i can be online when he wakes up either.. typiskt! its so hard to be this far away from eachother, to have 9 hrs time diff... even if we try really hard to find time to talk, it always mean that one of us have to wake up early or go to sleep late... Today its 20 days until im back in his arms!!!! 20 days will pass sooooo fast! i cant wait!! so on saturday is my sisters wedding (i will cry like a baby) and (i hope she dont read this lol) there's a little notebook with Love-sayings. and one of them was: Any distance in the world can't keep two loving hearts apart. (free translation from me to you lol) I just miss him... i dont even remember how it felt to be kissed or hold by him anymore... freaking suuuucks!! well.. soon....
last night i went to Handelsbaren with Malin, Hanna and Louise. I had a good time! :D They are so super rude there tho, which kind of ruined the mood, but whatever... My sisters bedfriend Lina was there too with her man and kid Vincent, fun! :)
so now im getting ready to move in to our office room. my brother and his girlfriend are coming tonight! :D they are gonna sleep in my bed :/ and they are staying until sunday i think...
max is asleep and when he wakes up we are gonna go play at the playground :D yay! he's sooo super cute!! runs towards me with open arms and want to hug and cuddle and he can say mamma and pappa and hejdå and där. My little bundle of joy!
Puss & hejdå!
When you are in Love you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams
ohh ohh i almost forgot! i fixed my itunes! all by myself! i so should have become some computer nerd thing work thingy!
last night i went to Handelsbaren with Malin, Hanna and Louise. I had a good time! :D They are so super rude there tho, which kind of ruined the mood, but whatever... My sisters bedfriend Lina was there too with her man and kid Vincent, fun! :)
so now im getting ready to move in to our office room. my brother and his girlfriend are coming tonight! :D they are gonna sleep in my bed :/ and they are staying until sunday i think...
max is asleep and when he wakes up we are gonna go play at the playground :D yay! he's sooo super cute!! runs towards me with open arms and want to hug and cuddle and he can say mamma and pappa and hejdå and där. My little bundle of joy!
Puss & hejdå!
When you are in Love you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams
ohh ohh i almost forgot! i fixed my itunes! all by myself! i so should have become some computer nerd thing work thingy!
tess + quinn = forever
ok so today i talked to my babe about something very private, and the answers he gave to me was the most beautiful that anyone ever ever have said to me. he truly is amazing and even if i know he's a great person, i today realized that im blessed to have him in my life.
today i went shopping with mom and malin. bought alot of stuff! :D clothes mostly. bought two things for my baby too, so now i have 3 things to give him when i get back. i'll give him more tho, still planing on buying at lest 2 more things for him :) after that, i went out for dinner with mom, roger,malin,my sister and her man, my two awesome super lovely incredible newphews. they are so adorable!
when me and mom was driving into town we started to talk about vincent and benjamin, our dogs that passed away 2 years ago. we both loved them so much and when they passed away... i've never ever ever been so heartbroken...and both me and mom are so sensitive now a days so we were sitting there, talking about them and crying... such babies we are lol
i really do miss them and love them and they were so super special. and even if i love felix with all my heart i will never have the same feelings for him as for i had for my two boys..
anyhow, now im gonna be done with this so that i can videochat with my awesome super duper huper best peanut! im leaving, 3 weeks from today!!
Puss puss!
Love me when I least deserve it, because that’s when I really need it.
today i went shopping with mom and malin. bought alot of stuff! :D clothes mostly. bought two things for my baby too, so now i have 3 things to give him when i get back. i'll give him more tho, still planing on buying at lest 2 more things for him :) after that, i went out for dinner with mom, roger,malin,my sister and her man, my two awesome super lovely incredible newphews. they are so adorable!
when me and mom was driving into town we started to talk about vincent and benjamin, our dogs that passed away 2 years ago. we both loved them so much and when they passed away... i've never ever ever been so heartbroken...and both me and mom are so sensitive now a days so we were sitting there, talking about them and crying... such babies we are lol
i really do miss them and love them and they were so super special. and even if i love felix with all my heart i will never have the same feelings for him as for i had for my two boys..
anyhow, now im gonna be done with this so that i can videochat with my awesome super duper huper best peanut! im leaving, 3 weeks from today!!
Puss puss!
Love me when I least deserve it, because that’s when I really need it.
lucky me
finally, my very very last day at work is ooooover! I had 12 super fun, exhausting and horrible and great days lol yesterday at work i almost killed a 16, going on 12, year old girl lol she just totally totally pissed me off so bad and im not the one who stands quiet... anyhow, we solved that too by sending that little idiot home. bye bye!
since it was the last night yesterday they bought us all dinner and drinks and stuff. it was a super nice ending, i left at midnight tho to go home and talk to babe before i passed out. i took pictures all day yesterday to show u guys, but now i forgot my cam in the kitchen and i have ZERO energy, so i guess that have to wait for tmw.
so, while working as a mo fu, i havent been able to talk to my babe or to spend any time at all with my mom and roger. when i got home this afternon roger laughed and siad: ooh, is this what u look like! i totally forgot! haha anyhow, i spent 4 hrs on videochat with quinn today.. im just so in love with him, and i miss him soooo much! he's so so sweet, just read at his blog and see! im super exctited about going back to LA, he planned so much fun stuff for us! i could have just as well just spent the days in his bed, watching movies and playing need for speed, as long as i could be there with him, but all these things that he plans really means a lot to me! he knows how to make me happy!
talking about going back to LA, emma is going back today i think... or something... havent talked to her, but hope she have a safe flight anyhow. freaking hate flying... so i wish every single one on this planet a very safe flight...! lol
so tmw im going shopping with mom and malin and then out to dinner with mom and roger and some other ppl. cant wait for somebody else to make food for me, and not the oposite!
time to sleeeeeeep!
nite nite
since it was the last night yesterday they bought us all dinner and drinks and stuff. it was a super nice ending, i left at midnight tho to go home and talk to babe before i passed out. i took pictures all day yesterday to show u guys, but now i forgot my cam in the kitchen and i have ZERO energy, so i guess that have to wait for tmw.
so, while working as a mo fu, i havent been able to talk to my babe or to spend any time at all with my mom and roger. when i got home this afternon roger laughed and siad: ooh, is this what u look like! i totally forgot! haha anyhow, i spent 4 hrs on videochat with quinn today.. im just so in love with him, and i miss him soooo much! he's so so sweet, just read at his blog and see! im super exctited about going back to LA, he planned so much fun stuff for us! i could have just as well just spent the days in his bed, watching movies and playing need for speed, as long as i could be there with him, but all these things that he plans really means a lot to me! he knows how to make me happy!
talking about going back to LA, emma is going back today i think... or something... havent talked to her, but hope she have a safe flight anyhow. freaking hate flying... so i wish every single one on this planet a very safe flight...! lol
so tmw im going shopping with mom and malin and then out to dinner with mom and roger and some other ppl. cant wait for somebody else to make food for me, and not the oposite!
time to sleeeeeeep!
nite nite
To the world you are one person, but to one person you are the world.
...must be funny, in a rich mans world...
wow, last night i didnt sleep shit! i came home, tired as hell but happy that i finally could fall asleep before 23... at 22.55, my mom calls and beg me to come pick her and roger and our neighbors up. why? its raining like hell... i told her what my dad aöways said when i was younger: "It'll pass", but, unlike my dad lol, i went to pick them up. dont really know what time the thunder storm started, but damn! it sounded like it was world war 3 outside my window and there were many times i got scared, my heart stoped for a min and ones i even sat up in bed, almost screaming! crazy!!
anyhow, went to work at 7, as usual. worked 15 hrs, as usual. had a good time, as usual lol tmw is the last day the resturant is open!! yay!! so its tmw and a few hrs on monday when we are cleaning up that is left! LOVELY!!
I've missed my babe soooo much today!! i miss him every day, but today.... damn... probably cuz i couldnt hear his voice this morning... i go up at 5.30 when i start at 7, just to be able to talk to him for 30-40 min before work... and today he stayed at his friends place and i couldnt talk to him.. :,( poor me!!!
i can picture myself running towards him at LAX in 25 days! i envy Emma who's going back really soon.... i soo wish that was me!! at the same time im super happy to be home with my family and after these two days im gonna have some awesome weeks, filled with nephews, wedding, family, friends, shopping...! time will fly!
Puss & god natt!
Miss u!!
anyhow, went to work at 7, as usual. worked 15 hrs, as usual. had a good time, as usual lol tmw is the last day the resturant is open!! yay!! so its tmw and a few hrs on monday when we are cleaning up that is left! LOVELY!!
I've missed my babe soooo much today!! i miss him every day, but today.... damn... probably cuz i couldnt hear his voice this morning... i go up at 5.30 when i start at 7, just to be able to talk to him for 30-40 min before work... and today he stayed at his friends place and i couldnt talk to him.. :,( poor me!!!
i can picture myself running towards him at LAX in 25 days! i envy Emma who's going back really soon.... i soo wish that was me!! at the same time im super happy to be home with my family and after these two days im gonna have some awesome weeks, filled with nephews, wedding, family, friends, shopping...! time will fly!
Puss & god natt!
Miss u!!
another day in paradise
yet another hard day in paradise. 7-21.15. i've said it before and i'll say it again, KILL ME! wasnt that much to do today tho, thank god...hopefully tmw will be the same, and then its sunday and then its monday and then!! lovely freedom! lol
SWEET money tho!! on tuseday im going shopping with Malin, and the rest of my money will go to super fun stuff!! :D
Getting stuff for the new apartment (quinn was looking at some places yesterday, and im totally excited, just wished that i could be there and look too!), we are planing a san fransisco trip a day or two after i arrived, a disney and vegas trip at my bday, and somwhere there we are going to the waterpark to play and to sixflags on Byrons bday! wow... i think i need to work more hrs than i already do to do all that lol but if we dont do it now, we can do it later! :)
im just so content with my life right now! i've been down for a little while, been worried over bs that dont matter and shit, but lately (like today) i feel good! i feel good about my past, my dissions that i've ever made, my future looks shiný and bright, i have an awesome boyfriend, awesome friends, awesome family, my mom is recovered, all my stress is just out of the way and im happy! The only thing there is is the little inconvinices that will happen when i get back to LA, but no need to worry about that either. if everything works out we'll be moving into our new place like a week after i arrived.! :D im super ecxited to get rid of the old and start the new!
now, its sleepy time!!
Sweet dreams!!
Pussar!
SWEET money tho!! on tuseday im going shopping with Malin, and the rest of my money will go to super fun stuff!! :D
Getting stuff for the new apartment (quinn was looking at some places yesterday, and im totally excited, just wished that i could be there and look too!), we are planing a san fransisco trip a day or two after i arrived, a disney and vegas trip at my bday, and somwhere there we are going to the waterpark to play and to sixflags on Byrons bday! wow... i think i need to work more hrs than i already do to do all that lol but if we dont do it now, we can do it later! :)
im just so content with my life right now! i've been down for a little while, been worried over bs that dont matter and shit, but lately (like today) i feel good! i feel good about my past, my dissions that i've ever made, my future looks shiný and bright, i have an awesome boyfriend, awesome friends, awesome family, my mom is recovered, all my stress is just out of the way and im happy! The only thing there is is the little inconvinices that will happen when i get back to LA, but no need to worry about that either. if everything works out we'll be moving into our new place like a week after i arrived.! :D im super ecxited to get rid of the old and start the new!
now, its sleepy time!!
Sweet dreams!!
Pussar!
immature bastard
wow... 15 hrs of work today too!! and tmw too!! and saturday!! and like 8 hrs of work sunday and then they are having a huge party for all the workers and then like 5 hrs of work on monday and then!!!!! then im not doing a snigle mo fu thing more in my entire life. im done. good bye. over and out!
im not as tired as one would think i'd be tho... :S time pass really fast, which is good!
this morning was suuuper sucky tho... shit... i can be such a child sometimes!! stubborn and immature and childish, thats me! I so understand that "friends" dont wanna be "friends" with me anymore, and i feel bad for my love! he has to move in and live with me lol poor guy..! well, it wont happen again... (it probably will tho lol) whats good about me (if i may say so myself lol) is that i can be super mad but then if i can just cool down a couple of min i just drop it and move on.
whatever.. i feel like writing a wholelot but damn... its 23.27 and my alarm is set on 05.30... think its time to go to sleep?
fuck me..exciting books and complaints about my teachers! yay! at least i can fall asleep next to my babe every night!!!
Puss puss
jag älskar dig!
im not as tired as one would think i'd be tho... :S time pass really fast, which is good!
this morning was suuuper sucky tho... shit... i can be such a child sometimes!! stubborn and immature and childish, thats me! I so understand that "friends" dont wanna be "friends" with me anymore, and i feel bad for my love! he has to move in and live with me lol poor guy..! well, it wont happen again... (it probably will tho lol) whats good about me (if i may say so myself lol) is that i can be super mad but then if i can just cool down a couple of min i just drop it and move on.
whatever.. i feel like writing a wholelot but damn... its 23.27 and my alarm is set on 05.30... think its time to go to sleep?
fuck me..
Puss puss
jag älskar dig!
