Breathe Me

wow. its time. im hrs away from leaving my moms beautiful home in Åhus, leaving the worlds best family and friends to go back to Los Angeles, to the worlds best boyfriend and friends. i cant believe how fast this summer went, and here i am, trying to fit everything in two "tiny" bags, 23kg each..good luck...
to be honest with u, my heart is broken right now... it might be the champagne i drank, it might be ther nerves since im so afraid of flying, or it might just be that susanna just left me, malin left a little while ago, my mom and roger are asleep and here i am, alone, waiting for the hrs to pass so i can fly half a world away from everyone i love...for which ever reason (i guess its a little mix of both) im sitting here crying... i know that ones im safe on the ground at LAX in lovely amandas car, in my awesome wuinns arms, it wont feel so bad..but right now, its not fun to be me...

well... i guess im gonna go try to close my bags.. im also gonna take a shower, shave my legs (im not gonna sleep alone tmw night!! yay!!) and try to make the last hrs pass...

see u when i see u!!
lets hope that those darn airplanes dont come crashing down!!

Tjip o hajk!


see u soon babe!!! :D