aj aj aj
what a day!!
my cowork linus droped like 1000000000000000 liter of super duper hot boiling sauce right on my foot and ancle so now i have big blisters all over and it burns and it hurts and i want to cry!! and when he did it, i was cutting stuff and i got to suprised by the heat that i cut my finger which hurts so incredible much... :/
anyhow, got off early and spent the day with my lovely family! me, carl (oldest nephew), fredrik (my sisters husband-to-be) and felix went by boat, while the rest of the gang went by bicycle and in to the forrest and picknick and then home and bbq. and im soooo in love with my nephews who are the cutest things u can ever imagin!!!
Felix and Carl
anyhow im super tired so nite nite!!
love you
29 days left!
my cowork linus droped like 1000000000000000 liter of super duper hot boiling sauce right on my foot and ancle so now i have big blisters all over and it burns and it hurts and i want to cry!! and when he did it, i was cutting stuff and i got to suprised by the heat that i cut my finger which hurts so incredible much... :/
anyhow, got off early and spent the day with my lovely family! me, carl (oldest nephew), fredrik (my sisters husband-to-be) and felix went by boat, while the rest of the gang went by bicycle and in to the forrest and picknick and then home and bbq. and im soooo in love with my nephews who are the cutest things u can ever imagin!!!
Felix and Carl
anyhow im super tired so nite nite!!
love you
29 days left!
yummy vomit!
yesterday, i was fine. i woke up, talked to my babe, went to work and everything was fine. around 4 i start feeling ill. around 5 im feeling sick. at 6 my head hurts like crazy... i got sent home. i came home, starig to the toilet for a yummy vomit!! what the hell was wrong with me?? at least im not this poor girl:
anyhow, i woke up this morning, and i was fine. wierd... been at work all day, got home, now im home. lol exciting day!! Tmw im getting of at 1 (WOW) and after that im going straigt to Lisa to have a little family gathering. all my nephews will be there, it'll be a good time :)
i just cant wait to go back to LA!! everyday that goes i miss him even more and more. now, its less then a month!!! yay!!
time to go to bed..!
sweet dreams
Pussar!
anyhow, i woke up this morning, and i was fine. wierd... been at work all day, got home, now im home. lol exciting day!! Tmw im getting of at 1 (WOW) and after that im going straigt to Lisa to have a little family gathering. all my nephews will be there, it'll be a good time :)
i just cant wait to go back to LA!! everyday that goes i miss him even more and more. now, its less then a month!!! yay!!
time to go to bed..!
sweet dreams
Pussar!
bed snuggle
my dog is the best! its like he feels im lonely, so instead of sleeping in the same room as my parents, which he always do, he sleeps in my room,in my bed and up by my head. he's so wonderful!
yesterday i only worked 11 hrs lol today i got the luxery of starting at 1 instead of 7! im taking fully advantage of that, and spent the morning in bed talking to my baby until he fell asleep on me lol cant waaaaaait to get back to la!!! a month from today, i'll be landing on LAX, running into his arms, kissing hugging and never let go!! and then hugs with amanda, get home and drop off my stuff, go have dinner with babe and amanda and just enjoy being back in LA!! i cant waaaaaait!!!!!!!
LA is my home now, thats where quinn is,my school, friends, sun, beach, clubs bars everything is! well... not my familyand friends from home tho, but whatever :P
cant wait to stop working either!
my plan: 20th: stop working
25th: sisters wedding
begining of agust: going up to varberg again
see: grandma, dad, brother.
going to jönköping with åsa
back to mom
spend the last days with my fam and friends
11th: up up and away
12th: LA!
omg, i sooo cant wait! (that was the same sentence for the 3rd time lol)
anyhow, im hungry, gonna eat and relax some more before work. 4days down, 8 to go.
31 days left babe
yesterday i only worked 11 hrs lol today i got the luxery of starting at 1 instead of 7! im taking fully advantage of that, and spent the morning in bed talking to my baby until he fell asleep on me lol cant waaaaaait to get back to la!!! a month from today, i'll be landing on LAX, running into his arms, kissing hugging and never let go!! and then hugs with amanda, get home and drop off my stuff, go have dinner with babe and amanda and just enjoy being back in LA!! i cant waaaaaait!!!!!!!
LA is my home now, thats where quinn is,my school, friends, sun, beach, clubs bars everything is! well... not my familyand friends from home tho, but whatever :P
cant wait to stop working either!
my plan: 20th: stop working
25th: sisters wedding
begining of agust: going up to varberg again
see: grandma, dad, brother.
going to jönköping with åsa
back to mom
spend the last days with my fam and friends
11th: up up and away
12th: LA!
omg, i sooo cant wait! (that was the same sentence for the 3rd time lol)
anyhow, im hungry, gonna eat and relax some more before work. 4days down, 8 to go.
31 days left babe
dream vs reality
dream:
me and quinn woke up at the same time, he kissed me good morning and we lay in eachothers arms for a while. we talked about this and that, and about what we were going to do today, on our 4 months anniversery. we decided to go take a walk in venice. the sun was shining, the water was clear. we ate funnle cake and just enjoyed eachothers company and our day off. time just flew! It was a great day, im so lucky to be with my baby!
me and quinn woke up at the same time, he kissed me good morning and we lay in eachothers arms for a while. we talked about this and that, and about what we were going to do today, on our 4 months anniversery. we decided to go take a walk in venice. the sun was shining, the water was clear. we ate funnle cake and just enjoyed eachothers company and our day off. time just flew! It was a great day, im so lucky to be with my baby!
I get to kiss you baby just because I can. Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through, And you know that's what our love can do.
reakity:
i woke up at 5.30, tired thenfuck!! (sorry daddy). I was online for 30 min waiting for quinn to get online, but he just logged in when i had to leave. was at work at 7. then i worked. for 15 straigt hours! im so darn tired!! the money will be sweeeeeet tho, cant wait to go to vegas with my baby and spend it all!!! lol so yeah... 12 hours.... 3 days down,9 to go. breathe in breathe out. gonna start working again at 7am tmw. i love my life right now.... but its still cool, time passes really fast cuz we have always alwasy stuff to do, and my coworkers are awesome. me and lousie is a great team, we sing and dance and play games at the same time as we do our job lol today, we had done sandwishes for 3 hours (alot of fun, u should try it...) and our boss came and saud: you girls are so damn good, i could write a book about you!! just a sentence and you feel much better! thats why its fun, we get compliments, support, we dont have to worry about asking questions or anything, they are very helpful... anyhow... please excuse me, im gonna go die now.
bye
i miss you so much babe
reakity:
i woke up at 5.30, tired then
bye
i miss you so much babe
kill me
omg, im so freaking exhausted!!!! if i was tired yesterday, im dead now. 12 hrs. from 9 to 9. i sat down 3 times. (4, if u count my visit to the ladies lol) but my boss gave me alot of compliments that i was a good worker and that i was smart. like i didnt already know that? :P haha its been a super long and hard day today. 2 down, 10 to go! i work with a sweet girl named louise and we are a good team i think.
cant wait for these days to me over tho! im exhausted!! and when i work these crazy hours there's no time to talk to my baby! :( we'll find a way tho, wont we babe? ;)
tmw will be the tenth. so it will be four awesome months together!! wow! time passes fast when u are having fun! it feels so good to have him by my side, whatever happens he support me. sure, we have our ups and downs like any other normal relationship, but we always have our aguring, we both say we are sorry and we keep on going! i just cant wait to be in his arms, 2 days after our 5th months anniversery lol that will be the happiest day ever! im probably gonna cry again, im sucha baby! lol
anyhow, i have to get some sleep, im gonna be up and at work at 7am tmw. lots o fun! not...
tjip o hajk
hejdå
i love you
cant wait for these days to me over tho! im exhausted!! and when i work these crazy hours there's no time to talk to my baby! :( we'll find a way tho, wont we babe? ;)
tmw will be the tenth. so it will be four awesome months together!! wow! time passes fast when u are having fun! it feels so good to have him by my side, whatever happens he support me. sure, we have our ups and downs like any other normal relationship, but we always have our aguring, we both say we are sorry and we keep on going! i just cant wait to be in his arms, 2 days after our 5th months anniversery lol that will be the happiest day ever! im probably gonna cry again, im sucha baby! lol
anyhow, i have to get some sleep, im gonna be up and at work at 7am tmw. lots o fun! not...
tjip o hajk
hejdå
i love you
zero personality
hola!
im exhausted!!!!!!!!!
Me, right now
i had my first day at my new work today. i work for Idea Novum at Åhus beachhandball (? :S). its a HUGE tent with food and stuff and apparently im gonna work in the kitchen lol but not yet! the games dont start before friday, so today and tmw we are just preparing. today, the preparing containd 5 hrs of super super super heavy lifting and carrying.yay. so yes, i am exhausted!! it was fun tho, i love meeting new ppl and doing new stuff, so i guess i can add this to my list now lol worked with 3 sweet little girls (man im getting OLD!!!) and a bunch of dudes who was running all over the place. it'll be me, one of the girls and two dudes in the kitchen. i think we can make a good team, and if not, its only for 12 days :P
when i came home i was just super tired, and wanted some support but i guess that cant happen every day. we all have our ups and downs, and this was just a down for us i guess.
im so tired now, im gonna go pick up my mom and roger and then straigt to bed! Zzzzzzz!
tjip o hajk
hejdå
puss puss
im exhausted!!!!!!!!!
Me, right now
i had my first day at my new work today. i work for Idea Novum at Åhus beachhandball (? :S). its a HUGE tent with food and stuff and apparently im gonna work in the kitchen lol but not yet! the games dont start before friday, so today and tmw we are just preparing. today, the preparing containd 5 hrs of super super super heavy lifting and carrying.
when i came home i was just super tired, and wanted some support but i guess that cant happen every day. we all have our ups and downs, and this was just a down for us i guess.
im so tired now, im gonna go pick up my mom and roger and then straigt to bed! Zzzzzzz!
tjip o hajk
hejdå
puss puss
i survived! :O
so im back from the dentist! sure, there was blood and tears (almost) but also laughter and happy moments. I remember two really good moments.:
First happy moment: My dentist lookat me and siad: Your teeth are perfect! U dont have to fix anything! All you need is a little bit of this:
and a little bit of this:
Second happy moment: My dentist looks at me and says: You only have to pay 15KR today (thats around $2) and and then its 65KR for the fluor (thats like $8).
Man, did I have a happy time at the dentist! lol
CSN is totally
but, no panic. I've been taking care of worse.
this leads me to what i've been thinking of all day.
Quinn!
I was super mad after talking to CSN, and after just like 2 min talking to him im calm and happy again. He just says all the perfect things. He truley is a great boyfriend! When I was with my Ex, dont get me wrong, we had good times too, but it was always fighting and arguing and he'd lie and leave me. but quinn really shows that this relationship will be different, he'll stay by my side and wont leave me. I even told him he could go without me (which my ex would have happely done) but not quinn. he actually wants to be with me lol
last night, while playing Skip-Bo, as always, with mom and roger, i was singing xmas songs all the time. my mom thought i was extremly annoying, and said she felt bad for quinn, and that if he felt like talking about me being a total wierdo he could give her a call. And then, i heard my mom speak english for the very first time (i've heard her before but that was like 100 years ago) She said, in good english: My daughter is crazy!
hahaha thanks mom!
anyhow.. im hungry.. but i cant eat.. stupid dentist..
ciao!!
text me when u are online babe <3
dentist or cleaning lady?
yesterday i started cleaning in the apartment rogers mom just to live in. its hard, super hard work but i get some moneeeeey! im gonna continue today...
Me cleaning haha
im going to the dentist today...kill me...i dont want to!! :( their hands taste so bad, and feels so wierd and now when i have to fix a whole in my tooth it'll hurt super bad too!!
Ohoh....
last night i was talking to my babe for like 2 hrs before i fell asleep! it almost almost felt like i was next to him..! but then i realized that im not... which sucks for me lol
he also found the most beautiful apartment for us to look at! yay! want it!
time to call CSN and yell and then start cleaning..!yay!
tjip o hajk!!
miss u baby
Me cleaning haha
im going to the dentist today...
Ohoh....
last night i was talking to my babe for like 2 hrs before i fell asleep! it almost almost felt like i was next to him..! but then i realized that im not... which sucks for me lol
he also found the most beautiful apartment for us to look at! yay! want it!
time to call CSN and yell and then start cleaning..!
tjip o hajk!!
miss u baby
bachelorette party
im so freaking tired! yesterday was so much fun and totally perfect! minna and Lina planed my sister Lisas bachelorette party and everything was so perfect! the weather was crazy nice and everyone had a blast! too bad everybody pretty much died at 11.30pm lol but after a day full of activites in hot shining sun and more wine and drinks than water, no wonder we all passed out lol and today, im so so tired! i dont wanna do anything!! im not hangover, but im exhausted. talking about handovers, my mom and roger bought this thing the cops have to check if u been dirnking alcohol.
The alcholo thingy
of course i had 0.00% in my body when i woke up this morning. im Gods best child! hahahaha
its raining today, my parents are going to see Digeloo today, so im gonna be home, take care of felix and watch a movie.Since i (it wasnt really me who did it but i was the last on touching the car) kind of sort of made it not drive-able i have to stay home... Im thinking of renting this movie:
it looks super cute and fun and i've been wanting to see it for a long time! (babe, its a swedish movie about two gay guys who think they are adopting a little kid thats 1,5 years old, but it turns out his 15)
maybe a pizza too? mmm swedish pizza... mmm! def pizza!!
My lovely nephew is here now! Alfred! he's so super cute!! he runs and runs and runs and around and around and around he goes, 10000 miles/hour! he's such a cutie!!
Aunt Tessis looove
i talked to my babe today.. man.. i miss him more and more... he's off today, so when he wakes up im gonna stalk him all day lol
Tjip o hajk
have a great time jumping in all the puddles!
love u
The alcholo thingy
of course i had 0.00% in my body when i woke up this morning. im Gods best child! hahahaha
its raining today, my parents are going to see Digeloo today, so im gonna be home, take care of felix and watch a movie.
it looks super cute and fun and i've been wanting to see it for a long time! (babe, its a swedish movie about two gay guys who think they are adopting a little kid thats 1,5 years old, but it turns out his 15)
maybe a pizza too? mmm swedish pizza... mmm! def pizza!!
My lovely nephew is here now! Alfred! he's so super cute!! he runs and runs and runs and around and around and around he goes, 10000 miles/hour! he's such a cutie!!
Aunt Tessis looove
i talked to my babe today.. man.. i miss him more and more... he's off today, so when he wakes up im gonna stalk him all day lol
Tjip o hajk
have a great time jumping in all the puddles!
love u
For my babe
I believe that heaven must be like this
Ray of sunshine kissed upon your skin
Just say you love me
Make my day go good
Pot of gold at the end of a rainbow
Can't tell you nothing you ain't already heard
No matter what I say it's nothing but words
Just let me prove to you what I know is real
Let me express to you the way that I feel
I believe that love is synonymous
With heaven, such a sensual bliss
The way you touch me, makes this life so good
A reward at the end of the long road
Can't tell you nothing you ain't already heard
No matter what I say it's nothing but words
Just let me prove to you what I know is real
Let me express to you the way that I feel
Fairytales can be real if you just believe
Got my mind made, I don't plan to leave
Cause you were made for me
Simple that may be
Why be complex
loving you is so easy
Can't tell you nothing you ain't already heard
No matter what I say it's nothing but words
Just let me prove to you what I know is real
Let me express to you the way that I feel
u know i love u
all over
today i've been all over the place lol
went in to town so i could buy an adapter to my us phone... so now i have fully battery so i can call my babe the second i land at LAX! yay!
took care of max, went for a walk with felix and donna in a thunderstrom, went to malins, ended up at rebackas, or rebackas friend or whos places it was.sat outside with malin, annicka and hanna and talked about everything. they are such sweet girls! when i told them about quinn i started to miss him terribly and now im super homesick....
went in to town so i could buy an adapter to my us phone... so now i have fully battery so i can call my babe the second i land at LAX! yay!
took care of max, went for a walk with felix and donna in a thunderstrom, went to malins, ended up at rebackas, or rebackas friend or whos places it was.sat outside with malin, annicka and hanna and talked about everything. they are such sweet girls! when i told them about quinn i started to miss him terribly and now im super homesick....
trouble in paradise!
its so super hard to express your feelings in the right way, when u are so far apart! but calm down ppl, aint nothing we cant handle! lol
i talked to my dear friend elli today. she's such a sweetheart! whenever we talk, we talk for hours! we talk about the pst, the present the future. she's so wonderful cuz she never judge, she puts so much thought behind her words and even if she's all over the place with her dreams and plans and hopes, she finds a sulotion, she sticks by it and it all make sense!
sometimes i give her advice, sometimes we both talk at the same time giving eachother advice, or, like this time, she gives me advice. whenever i hang up after talking to her i always end p thinking alot of whats been said and how to take the next step. she's truly an amazing person!
started to swim with felix in the pool. man that little bastard is fast!
me and felix in the pool
well, im getting super tired. im gonna go up early tmw so i can videochat with my babe before he goes to sleep, so i better get my beauty sleep lol
nite nite
tjip o hajk
miss
u
!
i talked to my dear friend elli today. she's such a sweetheart! whenever we talk, we talk for hours! we talk about the pst, the present the future. she's so wonderful cuz she never judge, she puts so much thought behind her words and even if she's all over the place with her dreams and plans and hopes, she finds a sulotion, she sticks by it and it all make sense!
sometimes i give her advice, sometimes we both talk at the same time giving eachother advice, or, like this time, she gives me advice. whenever i hang up after talking to her i always end p thinking alot of whats been said and how to take the next step. she's truly an amazing person!
started to swim with felix in the pool. man that little bastard is fast!
me and felix in the pool
well, im getting super tired. im gonna go up early tmw so i can videochat with my babe before he goes to sleep, so i better get my beauty sleep lol
nite nite
tjip o hajk
miss
u
!
u hurt me, happy now?
wow... i should probably stop being me...damn... helping ppl out, trying to be nice, is apparently nothing ppl appriciate...lately i feel i've been taking advantage of...i try to help ppl, but always end up being the one needing help cuz they screw me over.
oh well... shit happens i guess... and it sure does happen. over and over and over again....
i love being back home, but i cant relax... the feeling in my stomach wont go away....
today was a lazy day... pool, tan... ate at a resturant down in the harbor with mom and roger...played skip-bo, again, as always lol
i treid Veet for my first time! And it worked really well! my legs are sooo smooth and nice now! WOW! :D
my grandma called today... she asked if i talked to my boyfriend. of course, i said. so she asked if we missed eachother. YES!! :,( said I. she said: i bet he misses u alot. yea, but i've heard that to miss someone makes the realtionship stronger i said. then she said: Well, u dont miss the cow before the milk is gone. my grandma thinks my long distance realtionship is comparable to a cow. lol
so yeah,, i know u wanted to hurt my feelings,mission accomplished.
tjip o hajk!!
Babe, i miss u!
oh well... shit happens i guess... and it sure does happen. over and over and over again....
i love being back home, but i cant relax... the feeling in my stomach wont go away....
today was a lazy day... pool, tan... ate at a resturant down in the harbor with mom and roger...played skip-bo, again, as always lol
i treid Veet for my first time! And it worked really well! my legs are sooo smooth and nice now! WOW! :D
my grandma called today... she asked if i talked to my boyfriend. of course, i said. so she asked if we missed eachother. YES!! :,( said I. she said: i bet he misses u alot. yea, but i've heard that to miss someone makes the realtionship stronger i said. then she said: Well, u dont miss the cow before the milk is gone. my grandma thinks my long distance realtionship is comparable to a cow. lol
tjip o hajk!!
Babe, i miss u!
max love
today i've been babysitting pretty much the whole day. my lovely nephew Max, 1 year and 2 months old! naw!! u just wanna eat him up! he never cries! and when i say never i mean never! always a smile, always hugging,playing snuggling..! he's a sweetheart! he wants kisses all the time, but he kiss with open mouth, teeth and toung all out. pretty slobby kisses if i may say so lol
Kiss on the way!
im starting to get nervous about the apartment back in LA...please please please god let these two last months go smooth!!! PLEASE!! LA has been nothing but trouble since the first day i came there, drama all over, met new friends but apparently lost old ones....
probably gonna leave hollywood behind this time. its abviously not bringing me any luck living there. and who knew it was cheaper apartments in the better neighborhoods? :S cant wait to have a pool, a balcony, a bed with my boyfriend in, a realy apartment,with furniture and its gonna be...an actual home! not like now, when its a bed... and just a bed. not even a bed, its just a maddress!! and since me and Em are sharing room,its like a room with maddresses lol we can have a giant pj-party! :D
anyhow, i cant really concentrate right now... im talking to quinn about some stuff lol
see u around!
hejdå!!
miss u, as always!
Kiss on the way!
im starting to get nervous about the apartment back in LA...please please please god let these two last months go smooth!!! PLEASE!! LA has been nothing but trouble since the first day i came there, drama all over, met new friends but apparently lost old ones....
probably gonna leave hollywood behind this time. its abviously not bringing me any luck living there. and who knew it was cheaper apartments in the better neighborhoods? :S cant wait to have a pool, a balcony, a bed with my boyfriend in, a realy apartment,with furniture and its gonna be...an actual home! not like now, when its a bed... and just a bed. not even a bed, its just a maddress!! and since me and Em are sharing room,its like a room with maddresses lol we can have a giant pj-party! :D
anyhow, i cant really concentrate right now... im talking to quinn about some stuff lol
see u around!
hejdå!!
miss u, as always!
engagement and death
wow, what a totally mixed day!
started the day with some chatting with quinn, looked at potential apartments! im totally excited! then, took with a walk with felix, donna and mom. Spent the day by the ppol, and now i got this great tan! then i had an argument with quinn, then i found out that my old neighbor, Stig, who i took care of last summer in diff ways, passed away today. Rest in peace.
then, i went on a boat trip, but it was cold as hell.
Cold, but beautiful boat trip
When i get home i called Åsa only to found out that her boyfriend proposed to her in the most romantic way EVER!! It was so perfect! they've been together for 2½ years now, they are so secure about eachother, and its a strong love between them. Im so happy for them!
Åsa & Matz
Now im just really tired, so im gonna pass out!
Hejdå!
Puss puss
started the day with some chatting with quinn, looked at potential apartments! im totally excited! then, took with a walk with felix, donna and mom. Spent the day by the ppol, and now i got this great tan! then i had an argument with quinn, then i found out that my old neighbor, Stig, who i took care of last summer in diff ways, passed away today. Rest in peace.
then, i went on a boat trip, but it was cold as hell.
Cold, but beautiful boat trip
When i get home i called Åsa only to found out that her boyfriend proposed to her in the most romantic way EVER!! It was so perfect! they've been together for 2½ years now, they are so secure about eachother, and its a strong love between them. Im so happy for them!
Åsa & Matz
Now im just really tired, so im gonna pass out!
Hejdå!
Puss puss
love
today, my moms goddaughter, louise and her family came over. she's so cute. she's 12, and i think it was a coupleof years ago she asked me if i could be her sister. so now im her sister, and its actually fun to have a little sister :)
my baby wrote the cutest (and longst!) mail to me today! he's so adorable. for exapmle, he wrote:
Mitt hjärta slår 100 gånger per minut, när jag tänker på dig.
Yes, he wrote that! in swedish! he's cheating tho, he uses Google Translate, but im still very proud over him, he tries so hard! he even bought a "teach it yourself" book, so now he'sstudying swedish lol
cant wait to go back to LA and be with him again!
i had a great day, as always. its wierd to move back home after a year doing whatthe hell u feel like doing. i feel like my mom is nagging all the time! lol do this,do that, do it NOW! blah blah blah! i do it, but...yeah... i guess i can handle it for another 6½ weeks lol
we also have great moments together! Like tonight, me her and roger (my moms husband) sat outside, drank a glas of wine, and played skip-bo (which is, btw, the worlds funniets card-game!) and just talked and had such a great time! :D
anyhow,time for bed, again! i feel like all i do is going to bed lol
tjip o hajk!
hejdå!
i miss u!!!
my baby wrote the cutest (and longst!) mail to me today! he's so adorable. for exapmle, he wrote:
Mitt hjärta slår 100 gånger per minut, när jag tänker på dig.
Yes, he wrote that! in swedish! he's cheating tho, he uses Google Translate, but im still very proud over him, he tries so hard! he even bought a "teach it yourself" book, so now he'sstudying swedish lol
cant wait to go back to LA and be with him again!
i had a great day, as always. its wierd to move back home after a year doing what
we also have great moments together! Like tonight, me her and roger (my moms husband) sat outside, drank a glas of wine, and played skip-bo (which is, btw, the worlds funniets card-game!) and just talked and had such a great time! :D
anyhow,time for bed, again! i feel like all i do is going to bed lol
tjip o hajk!
hejdå!
i miss u!!!
dogfight
im against dogfight. of course! but my dog is honestly driving me insane, and we fight! just like an older sister and a littlebrother would fight! first, he enters my room, all charming and happy. I tell him he can stay, as long as he's calm and nice. he jumps up in my bed, and approaches me. he put his head on my lap. i pet him a little. he licks my hand, which i think is nice. then he slowly start to bit, just a little litte. fine, no worries. then he bits harder and before u know it, he starts chewing on my sweater and biting really hard!! the fight begins. I start pushing him away, telling him no. he knows i dont like him to do that, but he thinks its sooo funny to pis me off, just like everybody else thinks for some reason. it ends up me and my dog are screaming at eachother, fighting eachother....darn dog...
first, sweet kisses....
.....he dosent really understand the saying:
Dont bite the hand that feeds you
Today, i finally go to talk to Quinn!! actually hear his voice ! yay!! i even saw him on the webcam! :D im super happy! i miss him, and now i miss him even more!
I also got to talk to both Em & Amanda. Em was on a festival, listning to Mora Träsk when i called! Fucking cool! im jealous as hell!! *nu ska vi gå på tiger jakt!* <----- hahahaha check that out!
Amanda was shopping.. sweet.. i need to do some shopping!
now,i guess im gonna go to bed...
hejdå!!
i miss u!
first, sweet kisses....
.....he dosent really understand the saying:
Dont bite the hand that feeds you
Today, i finally go to talk to Quinn!! actually hear his voice ! yay!! i even saw him on the webcam! :D im super happy! i miss him, and now i miss him even more!
I also got to talk to both Em & Amanda. Em was on a festival, listning to Mora Träsk when i called! Fucking cool! im jealous as hell!! *nu ska vi gå på tiger jakt!* <----- hahahaha check that out!
Amanda was shopping.. sweet.. i need to do some shopping!
now,i guess im gonna go to bed...
hejdå!!
i miss u!
long distance relationship
ok.. so a week have passed since i last saw my love. 7 weeks to go before i see him again... i honetsly dont understand how ppl can have long distance relationships for months and months or even years! there's no way i could do that! by not be able to talk to quinn whenever i want to, not be able to see him, or touch him or smell him or kiss him or argue with him or whatever, im going nuts!!
talking to him over msn or aim everyday (i stay up super late just to chat with him for a few min, and he gets up super early to talk to me), but its not the same!! and now there's trouble with the internet,so i havent heardhis voice in what feels like forever! :,( its so easy to missunderstand eachother, and both me and quinn are unfortunatly the jealous type and that dosent make things better... but we talk about it and everything ends up fine in the end... i love being back home, seeing my family and friends are great, but i want to go back to LA now...sweden is not my home anymore, i love it, its great i love everyone here and its peaceful and its nice nature and everything, but i belong in the states now, no doubt...
listen to this bs: in malmö, they decided that women should be able to swim topless, cuz if they are forced to wear a top of anykind its discriminating. WFT?! are u serious?? WHO wants to go to a bath house, and see old, shaggy womens breasts?! and why, why sweet lord, why, is it that in 2009 we still have countries where women are conciderd a mans property, women (young girls) get their clitoris cut out, without anykind of painkillers or whatever, so that they wont be able to feel pleasure, and even in core nations, welfare nations like sweden or USA, womens salary is alot less then mens, but instead of fighting for that, we fight so that we can go naked in public!! we are not the same, men and women. If u wanna show of everthing, go to a nude beach or to a strip club or stay home and walk around naked, but for god sake, put away your disgusting breast when u are out in public!!!
Aftonbladet: Fritt fram för bara bröst
alright, time for me to unpack the last of my stuff and talk to my baby
tjip o hajk
i miss u
lovely day
im kind of annoyed... i wrote a looong text here last night and it didnt get published or saved, it just vanished...typiskt!
i wrote about my day at liseberg with my awesome girls Åsa & Emelie, and how i almost stared to cry cuz i went on a ride called Uppswinget, and it was super scary. I even had two videos,one with the scary ride,and one with my favorite ride,Balder. I also wrote about visiting my grandma and how cute she is...
but whatever i guess!
Today:
its been a great day today! First me and my mom took Felix to the beach where he played and ran in the water and was wild in general. Then we went home, I made some phonecalls to cancel my Tre phone acount here, tried to get an apointment at the dentist (a 6 months waiting list! what kind of bs is that?!) (btw, my wisdom tooth hurt like hell today!! :,( ) . Went grocery shopping with mom, then we went to Pråmen, a café thats on a boat in the harbor. after i ate a baked potato, i made myself comfy in the sun and almost fell asleep. after that it was back and forth, picking up, dropping off,picking up, buy food, around and around...
Malin came!!! YAY!!! she's such an awesome person!!!! And she'sso cute, she works as a baker, and she made me the yummiest cake ever!! And it had hearts on it and it said Welcome home Tessi! I took a picture of it,cuz it really was an amazing cake, but i forgot my camera in our livingroom and im so comfy in my bed now, next to felix that i dont wanna go up and get it.i'll put the pic on later :)
now, tonight, me and mom finaly got some time to catch up. i told her about everything that i've been longing to tell her in person about everyhing and nothing cuz no one gives so good advice as my mom!! and she's right, in every single thing she says!!
Tmw:
Going up early, me and mom are taking felix out in the woods to do some search exercise. that'll be fun! :D
then Maja just said she'll drop by for a visit before she starts working, and then at 6pm me and my nephew are going to see transformers!! yay!! i've been longing!! he's only 6, and u have to be 7 to go see it with company by an adult of course.. i hope he dont tell anyone he's just 6 lol
i've not even been home a week and i thought i was going to do pretty good but i must admit its not easy to be far away from your other half...
and i hope u remember to clean Götes bowl tonight babe!! ;) lol
god natt
i miss u...
i wrote about my day at liseberg with my awesome girls Åsa & Emelie, and how i almost stared to cry cuz i went on a ride called Uppswinget, and it was super scary. I even had two videos,one with the scary ride,and one with my favorite ride,Balder. I also wrote about visiting my grandma and how cute she is...
but whatever i guess!
Today:
its been a great day today! First me and my mom took Felix to the beach where he played and ran in the water and was wild in general. Then we went home, I made some phonecalls to cancel my Tre phone acount here, tried to get an apointment at the dentist (a 6 months waiting list! what kind of bs is that?!) (btw, my wisdom tooth hurt like hell today!! :,( ) . Went grocery shopping with mom, then we went to Pråmen, a café thats on a boat in the harbor. after i ate a baked potato, i made myself comfy in the sun and almost fell asleep. after that it was back and forth, picking up, dropping off,picking up, buy food, around and around...
Malin came!!! YAY!!! she's such an awesome person!!!! And she'sso cute, she works as a baker, and she made me the yummiest cake ever!! And it had hearts on it and it said Welcome home Tessi! I took a picture of it,cuz it really was an amazing cake, but i forgot my camera in our livingroom and im so comfy in my bed now, next to felix that i dont wanna go up and get it.i'll put the pic on later :)
now, tonight, me and mom finaly got some time to catch up. i told her about everything that i've been longing to tell her in person about everyhing and nothing cuz no one gives so good advice as my mom!! and she's right, in every single thing she says!!
Tmw:
Going up early, me and mom are taking felix out in the woods to do some search exercise. that'll be fun! :D
then Maja just said she'll drop by for a visit before she starts working, and then at 6pm me and my nephew are going to see transformers!! yay!! i've been longing!! he's only 6, and u have to be 7 to go see it with company by an adult of course.. i hope he dont tell anyone he's just 6 lol
i've not even been home a week and i thought i was going to do pretty good but i must admit its not easy to be far away from your other half...
and i hope u remember to clean Götes bowl tonight babe!! ;) lol
god natt
i miss u...
miss u
omg im totally lost... lol was driving hometomy dads today, and i couldnt find the way! lol its one thing if u get lost in the us, where there are roads everywhere and u can take 5000 million dif roads to get to one place, but here, its one street, u turn and u there! taddaaa!! i didnt turn...so i wasnt there lol
anyhow, spent the afternoon with my dad and stepmom. ate, talked about everything and nothing. about my year, about quinn about school about roommates, about everything and then they toldme about their trip to africa and stuff...
then i went to see åsa! :D yay! and matz, and her parents and their new dog jack of course!
i missed her so much, it sure was super duper fun to see her!! :D we went to emelies, drank some, talked,looked at old pics and talked about memories and news. its so fun to see them!! my girls!! :D after that, åsa+matz,emelie+patrick and me+not quinn went out. i had a lot of fun but i missed my babe when everyone had their boyfriend but i didnt have mine... :,(
anyway..after that we went and had my long wanted kebab!! yay!! yummy!! and then we walked home, and now im in bed.
im talking to babe, but he's super slow in answering right now, so im probably gonna fall asleep any sec now...
i have to sleep too, cuz tmw im going to see my grandpa and then go to liseberg, swedens biggest amusmentpark!! yay!! havent been there in years! me and the girls are going! it'll be awesome!!! :D
well...
hejdå
i miss u
anyhow, spent the afternoon with my dad and stepmom. ate, talked about everything and nothing. about my year, about quinn about school about roommates, about everything and then they toldme about their trip to africa and stuff...
then i went to see åsa! :D yay! and matz, and her parents and their new dog jack of course!
i missed her so much, it sure was super duper fun to see her!! :D we went to emelies, drank some, talked,looked at old pics and talked about memories and news. its so fun to see them!! my girls!! :D after that, åsa+matz,emelie+patrick and me+not quinn went out. i had a lot of fun but i missed my babe when everyone had their boyfriend but i didnt have mine... :,(
anyway..after that we went and had my long wanted kebab!! yay!! yummy!! and then we walked home, and now im in bed.
im talking to babe, but he's super slow in answering right now, so im probably gonna fall asleep any sec now...
i have to sleep too, cuz tmw im going to see my grandpa and then go to liseberg, swedens biggest amusmentpark!! yay!! havent been there in years! me and the girls are going! it'll be awesome!!! :D
well...
hejdå
i miss u
