wedding :D
yesterday was my sister wedding! it was sooooooo beautiful!! i cried before, during but not after lol i creid pretty much the whole day lol it was so amazing!! im so happy for her! she looks so incredible beautiful in her wedding dress, and Fredde looked so handsome and it was such an amazing day/night! and today our closest family and freddes closest family gathered at our place and had dinner and lisa & Fredde opened presents, i played with my LOVELY nephews and it was just a super nice day. at times like this i just cant understand what im doing in LA. i have this so totally amazing family here, they give love, security, laughs and more love and i love every single one of them and specially my nephews Carl, Alfred and Max, they are my everything!!! so i leave them, for like a year at the time, i miss them and i miss out on sooo much! they grow, they learn to walk and talk and they become independent and courius and handsome and i miss out on it all! it just totally breaks my heart.... at the same time, i LOVE being in LA, i love my life there, i love my boyfriend, friends and school and weather and i enjoy myself so much being there. but its no wonder i get homesick every now and then, knowing that all this wonderful is half a world away...
Lisa & Fredirk
Lisa & Me
My love Alfred
now, something else wonderful is half the world away. something i cant even remember the touch or smell of. something that for the last month only been a text or a voice in a computer. in almost 16 days, that something will become a person, and not just any person, that something will turn into my peanut! long distance relationship wasnt really something for us, both of us demand so much attention and so much entertainment and closeness and then everything just swwwwipsss dissapear. so its hard on us, but we grow stronger and this have made us a better couple i think. we have always been very open with our feelings towards eachother, but now we really had to learn how to talk and how to express ourselves in a different way. i beleive: what doesnt kill you, make you stronger. in this case, i think you= our love, so what dosent kill our love, makes it stronger.
im ready to say good bye to my wonderful family, and hello to my wonderful boyfriend.
Puss puss
Lisa & Fredirk
Lisa & Me
My love Alfred
now, something else wonderful is half the world away. something i cant even remember the touch or smell of. something that for the last month only been a text or a voice in a computer. in almost 16 days, that something will become a person, and not just any person, that something will turn into my peanut! long distance relationship wasnt really something for us, both of us demand so much attention and so much entertainment and closeness and then everything just swwwwipsss dissapear. so its hard on us, but we grow stronger and this have made us a better couple i think. we have always been very open with our feelings towards eachother, but now we really had to learn how to talk and how to express ourselves in a different way. i beleive: what doesnt kill you, make you stronger. in this case, i think you= our love, so what dosent kill our love, makes it stronger.
im ready to say good bye to my wonderful family, and hello to my wonderful boyfriend.
Puss puss
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